Who the fuk is Alice's blog: "Life...."

I have lived my life thus far to the best of my ability. I have, like everyone else, made my fair share of mistakes. I have learned from every mistake or bad decision I have made. If no lesson is learned, then the mistake will be repeated over and over until the lesson is learned. I'm not going to sit here and say that I've had a horrible life and that it's been full of bad events and memories. I've lived a good life. Plain and simple. Yes, bad things have happened. Many bad things. I have suffered, yes. Yet there are many more out there than I that have suffered a hundred times over what I've been through. I grew up poor but with a mother who loved me, family that loved me, and friends that loved me. I had a happy childhood. I had bad moments and sad moments but the good and happy moments outweigh them. I have loved greatly and not so greatly. I have lost friends and loved ones long before their time. I have made it through every good moment and every bad moment with my head held high and a stronger person because of it. There were many times when I thought the world had won and that I would go down in defeat. Wrong. I will let no one or no thing bring me down. I am the best me that I am capable of being. I am a good person. I am honest, loyal, funny,beautiful, loving, caring, open, silly, dorky, curvy and I love everything about me and who I am. Judge me as you will. It is your own loss if you choose to see only the mistakes I have made and not the wonders I have accomplished or the love I have given freely to everyone. I have learned that your own heart can live outside of your own self through your children. I have learned what it means to say good bye to someone that is so much a part of you that you can't breathe at the very thought of them being gone. I have learned that you can stop loving someone. I have learned that sometimes your past meets your present and that things felt never left at all. I love to find the beauty in all around me. Yet when I look at the world, truly look at it, my heart aches and I cry. The sight of a starving child is enough to make me lose my breath and my very soul scream. I was once told that if I could, I would mother the world. I know this is true. It is the very basic building block of who I am. I am a very compassionate, caring, giving person. I am the type of person that will trust you from the start until you give me a reason not to. I know they say that trust must be earned. I say it makes me happy to trust you from the start. I give everyone the benefit of the doubt until you show me otherwise. I have learned that I can be judgemental when it comes to certain things that I feel very strongly about. The evil and corruption of the world brings me to my knees in agony. I have learned that it is possible to love once and never stop. I have learned that sometimes love never really fades, it just takes a back seat until we are ready for it. I have learned that I am capable of loving with every ounce of my being, as I am also capable of hating. I have learned that once I decide to walk away, I rarely turn around. I have learned that I do not deserve the treatment I have received at the hands of others. I have learned to love myself for who I am. I have learned to be exactly who I really am and not to be what others want. I march to the beat of my own drum. This labels me as weird, strange, different. I love being who I am. I am simply just me and no more and no less.