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Well its been about 2 years since I wrote someting, so here I go. This past year has been the wierdest of my life, my ex moved here to the beach and lives one floor above me, we split our daughter on a weekly basis which is good for our daughter, but the constant worry of her leaving weighs heavy on me, and leaves me constantly be on the defense, I became very sick earlier this year but am fairing well, getting stronger everyday to fight this thing called life. Life, what is it? We know we're born to die that is the only 2 things you are guaranteed, everything else is earned, wealth, love, children and success. If you are 1 of the lucky few who manage to find these 4 items and keep them you are truly blessed but remember in the blink of an eye it all can be gone. Take it from someone who knows, so what do you do, you pick your ass up and start over you may never be where you were, but the things you regain become treasures in your life keep them and admire them for they maybe gone too
well lets see alot has happened over the past few months, the wife and I are truely done, god thing I suppose, I moved to North Myrtle Beach, SC. in the process the house I moved from was robbed stole my a/c and heat unit off the house cut the lock on my building and stole all my kids stuff, and my belongings. And just the other day they broke back into my house and stole my fucking stove. know shit is bad , but to steal a stove how bad is that. I'm going today to get the fridge before they steal that too. insurance company is loving me right now, lol, lol......sad part is I know the police arent even going to look for these people, but thats ok cause I have a description of he vehicle. I will find them myself.
Well it happened was taking the kids to meet their mom had about 60 miles to go was entering onto I-95 heading south when all of a sudden wham I hit the guard rail gashed my head open it really hurts bad still no stiches refused medical attention although I might have to go because it has been bleeding since yesterday and wont stop. Most important the kids they were all right selt belted in more scared than anything especially after seeing all the blood running down my face. Thankfully it happen at 30 miles per hour not 70 or 80, on the interstated cause I wouldnt be here writing this nor maybe neitehr my boys, my steering just went out which cause my truck to jerk left in the turn and hit the rail causing the front wheel to snap off and we went up onto the rail almost going over down the embankment. All is good we are alive and I am still here to raise my kids.
It has been 2 months since the seperation but actually it has been 10, the time tried to rebuild was a waste of time I am not sorry for this, shit happens but only the strong survive and I am a survivor, I will reach the top again and when I do I will look down and laugh at those who thought the buried me. For I am man here to walk the earth among the living and dead. But when my time comes and you look upon me as I lay there stiff and motionless, just remember I will have the last laugh...
Well spent another 4 days at Bike week north mrytle beach, I tell ya that place is banging . I go every week for atleast 3 days just to unwind and party, it is the most fun one can have never a dull moment, for all those who went ride hard and live free.
Now on a sadder note, this goes out to my fallen teammate and friend, Rob Robinson, for those that knew him he was a great guy would be a friend to anyone for him to leave this world at such a mid life is a shame but we know he is in a better place, R.I.P. my friend 5/15/09......you will be missed by many, but not forgotten!!!!!
Well tomorrow is the 4 yr anniversary of my sister death, they say it gets easier as time goes on , but I beg the difference. Every holiday, birthday, or just some weird occassion she still is not here. I am writing this today cause I wont be here tomorrow, it is my time to grieve the lose of a loved one, Debbie where every you may be I know you will keep me strong and fighting til the end I love you Sis you are my best friend!!!!!!
home from Louies, got third in the pool tournament a little shit faced but still partying, with friends cum on over andgrab a drink and some fun
It was once said if you love something set it free, if it was ment to be it will return. Well thats a bunch of horse shit!!!!!!!! When you set them free the run and move on leaving you distressed and feeling empty. No matter how hard you try to figure out what went wrong you never seem to see the true answers, only one way your way not the others!!!
the hardest thing in life is understanding someone, once you think your ok they always seem to walk away, leaving you morbid and hurt, til the next time.
