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Velvet Love's blog: "Life"

created on 11/18/2006  |  http://fubar.com/life/b26053

Just ranting...

I am so pist off tonight. I swear my family drives me insane. I feel like shit, my head has been hurting since Wednesday. My seizure alert dog has been acting funny since then as well. I really think I am working towards a seizure. Everyone in my family knows that I do not feel good tonight. It's my sis's birthday and guess who got stuck watching the baby overnight? You guessed... ME... Even though his Grandma had already said she would keep him... My nephew is teething, he is cranky and crying because he is in pain. My head is killing me. I want and need to go to sleep, but as long as he is up that is not an option. I can't take care of myself when I have a seizure so I'd really like to know what the fuck my family expects me to do with my nephew if I have one... If I can't take care of myself, I sure as hell am not going to be able to take care of him. But like I've said before, none of them have to deal with having seizures, so its no big deal to them what I go through when I have one. Here's to hoping if I do have one, I won't have it until after he goes home.

Stuck in the middle...

Ok so I have a dilema and I don't know what to do. No matter what I decide, someone is going to get pist at me. I have a couple of friends who were a couple. They recently split up. She wants him out right now. He emailed me asking me if he could stay at my house until the end of the month. If I let him stay, she will be mad at me. If I don't let him stay, he will be mad at me. What do I do? He offered to pay for staying here, and said he would cook or clean or whatever I wanted him to do. I am so tired of drama and always being put in the middle of shit...

Confused...

Ok so anyone who has read my last blog entry or talked to me knows that I was talking to someone who said they had cancer. I was told on Thursday night supposedly by his nephew that he had tried to take his vent tube out and was going into surgery. Then yesterday, his status on Yahoo IM said that he had passed away. And it still says that. I felt kind of bad for not believing that he was sick. However, now I am really confused. I was messing around here on Cherry Tap and all of a sudden it showed him online. I sent a shout asking who was logged onto his page, and never got a response. I sent an IM on Yahoo and asked as well and didn't get an answer there either. I am torn and confused I don't know what to believe. I don't want to believe that anyone would lie about something as serious as cancer, and passing away. I want to believe that he is at peace and is no longer in pain any more, both from the cancer and the tragedies he told me he had suffered. Yet at the same time, part of me still thinks this is all a big joke, a VERY mean, cruel, and sad joke at that. I am so sick of drama...
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