last tues i lost my mate of ten years she went in sun with a heart attack was kept on life support ,she fought to recover but at 2:30 a.m lost the battle she was 72, since her death i,ve been working on dealing with never seeing her again or hearing her voice , i,m getting better day by day but i know i have a long road ahead, i,m gratefull for all the support i,ve gotten from friend and strangers online it helps the recover process alot.