Sometimes I feel
life just aint worth living
times have changed without me
they left me behind
without a backwards glance
a long time ago my heart broke
my soul died
and my spirit got disheartened
my eyes had cried their last tears away
before I had cried my last
sometimes I feel
lifes to hard to battle against
its one big struggle
from birth to death
everyones out to look after themselces
but who will look after me
me? who time forgot
have you ever tried to end it all?
but found you couldnt pick up the knife
or hold your head underwater long enough
the guilt of these thoughts and actions
cant even penetrate my dead soul
once I tried to laugh
but found I couldnt
I tried to chase the clouds away
but tge colour was gone
my world way grey
I couldnt laugh, i couldnt cry
I'm like a dead ship drifting on
a sea of relentless emotions
