Well.. its rare that i write blogs, or even say anything, but now, for some reason, i feel like letting things out. I can understand im not always a fun person to talk too, yes i can be very boring sometimes but it is not a reason to completly ignore me. People i though where my friends...well it seem that i was mistaken. As far as i know im always there when someone need to talk or just let lose and needs an ear (eyes) to lisen to them and as a friend thats what i do, i am here for them. But yet....when i just need someone to talk to it seems that everyone wants to ignore me or just run away. Well tell me now if you dont care or just want me for when its convient on your time cause then i will do what i should have done and...left. I am tired of feeling used and have my so called friends ignore me. This is not meant to offend anyone in any way its just the way that i feel and i needed to let it out.