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Duckie69's blog: "Life"

created on 03/01/2008  |  http://fubar.com/life/b193550

Not quite drunk ranting

Okay here it goes; these are my rantings for today. Glad to know I am not drunk, but tipsy enough to finally get some shit off my chest. Men, why is it you expect woman to work on your fucking schedule. You say I’m your but we ain’t together. Maybe just maybe there are times that I wanna see you, but you don’t want to see me. But yet the minute you want something from me, I’m suppose to just be there. I’m not yours, I’m nothing more than a bootycall. Boy don’t I feel like a fuckin dumbass right about now. If I’m wrong tell me, at least then I know. Maybe this is why I have been single for so long, less stress, less bullshit. Is there actually any guy out there that isn’t so fucking self centered, that they might actually think of the girl. Fuck blowjob, or getting it on. I have made myself clear and knew that this isn’t what I wanted, so I guess I’m the dumbass for letting this happen too. I don’t have time to play fuckin games, I am a grown ass fuckin adult. If you can’t act like and adult, and you would rather act like a teenager that just found out what his balls are for. Then screw that I don’t have time for this shit. I want to know straight out, what the fuck is wrong with fuckin men these days. Is that all people are about is fuckin playing.. Who cares about happiness when you can get pussy right.. Anyways,, I’m done for now.. LATER duckie
Im not in the mood to actually write shit tonight, so instead we get a random survey.. YAY go me... woot.. Okay if your bored, there ya go something to read... 1. Do you like blue cheese? No 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? No 3. Do you own a gun? Not anymore 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? Cherry Dr. Pepper or Cherry Limeade 11. What is your favorite piece of jewelry? My necklace with my guitar pendent, my mom got me after my dad passed away 12. Favorite hobby? Painting or Reading 13. Are your toes painted? Yes, Like always they are blue 14. Do you have A.D.D.? No 15. What is one trait that you hate about yourself? I hate that I use my heart to often, I care to easily and get hurt to often 16. Middle name? Dont have one 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment. Life, Someone, and bills 18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday? Food, Gas, Cigarettes 19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? Water, Tea, Dr. Pepper 20. Current worry? The guy i like.. its not a worry more of a thought process 21. Current hate right now? Bills 22. Favorite place to be? Anywhere besides work and home 23. How did you bring in the New Year? Partied it up with some friends 24. Where would you like to go? the beach 25. Name three people who will complete this? Don't really care 26. Do you own slippers? Yes I do 27. What shirt are you wearing? My lime green Fraggle Rock shirt 28. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? No 29. Can you whistle? Yes 30. Favorite color? Blue 31. Would you be a pirate? i think it’d be awesome! 32. What songs do you sing in the shower? Sometimes, not often though 33. Favorite girls name? Cheyenne 34. Favorite boys name? Bruce 35. What is in your pocket right now? nothing 36. Last thing that made you laugh? My friend Chris 37. Best bed sheets as a child? Don't remember 38. Worst injury you have ever had? Took out my knee when i was 13 being the tomboy that I am, I was climbing to many trees, and im still paying for it 39. Do you love where you live? No 40. How many TVs do you have in your house? 2 41. Do you have any pets? Yes, but they dont live with me 42. How many dogs do you have? 0 43. Does someone have a crush on you? I dont know, maybe 44. Who is in the bathroom right now? No one 45. What is your favorite book? I read to much, cant narrow it down 46. What is your favorite candy? Reeses Pieces or Peanut M&M's 47. Favorite Sports Team? UT Longhorns 48. What song do you want played at your funeral? Wonderful Tonight 49. What were you doing 12 AM last night? Playing with Photoshop 50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? Who the fuck is knockin on my window

Thoughts for today..

Why is it with some people you have to leave so many words unspoken with fear of them not understanding you. Or knowing that it will upset them when they aren't bad things to say. Why is it that you can not always control where life leads you no matter how much time you spent thinking about all the pros and cons on what path to follow. “There are moments in life, when the heart is so full of emotion That if by chance it be shaken, or into its depths like a pebble Drops some careless word, it overflows, and its secret, Spilt on the ground like water, can never be gathered together” - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow - “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” - Neil Gaiman -
A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. 'Don't forget your Sisters,' she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. 'They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do thi ngs with them. ' 'Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. 'You'll need other women. Women always do. ' What a funny piece of advice!' the young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a married woman, for goodness sake! A grownup! Surely my husband and the family we may start will be all I need to make my life worthwhile!' But she listened to her Mother. She kept contact with her Sisters and made more women friends each year. As the years tumbled by, one after another, she gradually came to understand that her Mom really knew what she was talking about. As time and nature work their changes and their mysteries upon a woman, Sisters are the mainstays of her life. After more than 50 years of living in this world, here is what I've learned: THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT......... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley �and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and neither would I. When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of the incredible joys or sorrows that lay ahead. Nor did we know how much we would need each other. Every day, we need each other still .

3-13-08

Short and sweet.. for years now I have been able to keep my emotions from getting involved with anyone.. And now for some reason it happened.. And why. I know everyone says you cant control who you like.. but why do I have this weird feeling im getting played.. And it hurts.

Boredom becomes me

EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS: FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Ashley FIRST SCHOOL: Hewitt Elem FIRST CELL PHONE: Alltel FIRST FUNERAL: My son's FIRST PET: Corky FIRST BIG TRIP: Chattanooga, Tenn FIRST FIGHT: I was about 8 or9 FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: Dont remember FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: I was born out of the country FIRST JOB: Cust Service FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: Erin EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS: LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: Friend at work LAST CAR RIDE: Mine LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: Last week. I hate pain LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: hmmm LAST FOOD YOU ATE: Pasta Salad LAST ITEM BOUGHT: Shoes LAST SHIRT WORN: The one I have one LAST PHONE CALL: Mom LAST TEXT MESSAGE: Brett LAST KISS: Hehehehe LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: Keyboard LAST FUNERAL: My Dad's LAST TIME AT THE MALL: 6 Months + LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: Earlier this week. LAST PERSON YOU SAW: Mom LAST THING YOU DRANK: Tea LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: Not going here LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: Now

Well Written

I didn't write this.. but i agree with it... When it comes to challenges in life, we all deal with them differently. A bad day at work, the loss of a loved one, or just a little down. It happens to us all. Not much can be done to make it all pass...just time... Time to reflect...Time to heal... and Time regain the normality of life. Something I've come to rely on in my life are my friends and family. Near or far.. everyday friends or distant acquaintances, it doesn't matter... they each add to the support we all need at some point in our life. They help refill that empty void we feel can never be filled. They give us the strength to face life again..day after day. They take away what we cannot. But the key to it all is to let these people in our lives.. I believe that we cross people's paths for a reason...unbenounced to us..but a reason nevertheless and if only for a short time. Life is an everyday miracle and it's not until we lose that sense of normality and control that we realize what's most important. Choose to keep those you care about close and let them know you do care about them even if it's only a simple hello.. That hello and how are you, can go a long way in the day of someone who needs a friendly voice or caring hug... Be that person to make the difference.
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