Mythickah's blog: "life...."

Getting my septum done today. IM EXCITED! I will be posting pics.

OK HERES THE DEAL. I DO NOT HAVE NUDES, I DON'T TALK DIRTY, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND, I LIKE/CARE ABOUT HIM VERY MUCH. YOU DO NOT AND WILL NOT MATCH THAT. I DO NOT BELIEVE IN GOD OR THE DEVIL. I HATE THE GOVERNMENT I HATE RANDOM MEN THAT SEND ME SHOUTS MESSAGES OR WHAT HAVE YOU ASKING ME IF I WANT TO "HOOK UP" ETC TRUST ME ANY WOMAN WITH HALF A BRAIN EVEN AS FIRED AS MINE WOULD CONSIDER AN APPROACH SUCH AS THAT COMPLETELY UN THOUGHT OUT AND JUST PLAIN DUMB! MEANING YOU HAVE NO BRAINS AND NO PERSONALITY WHAT SO EVER SO DONT TALK TO ME. IM HERE FOR REAL FRIENDS REAL PEOPLE AND LOTS FUN GOOFING OFF AND LAUGHING AT DUMB PEOPLE JUST LIKE YOU. IF YOU DONT TAKE THE TIME TO READ MY SHIT AND FIND OUT WHAT IM ABOUT BY TALKING TO ME AND PICKING AT MY BRAIN PLEASE DONT SEND ME A REQUEST I WILL DENY IT. I FIND SENDING PEOPLE YOU DONT KNOW JUST BY LOOKING AT THEM A FRIEND REQUEST ROBOTIC AND SHALLOW. DON'T TRY AND MAKE ME A PART OF THAT. GET YOUR RATES THE SAME WAY I DO. OTHER THAN THE ABOVE RANT IM FUN GOOFY CRAZY CARING ETC ETC AND ALL THAT STUFF JUST TRY ME.

The Deep Survey (Be completely honest or it doesn't count) [1] What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person? a closed mind full of hate [2] What do you do when you need to relax? um relax? [3] Why do you think there is war in the world? Religion, politics and to many people trying to control our lives and decide for us what we should do with our bodies and lives. To many people worrying about the small things we are doing and what other countries are doing. People like Bush sticking noses where they don't belong because they are greedy and brainless. [4] Do you think it's ok to sometimes tell white lies? Depends on situation [5] Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change? Change is always good [6] If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know? um tell me? [7] What are you listening to right now? Left Over Crack [8] If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first? Fuzzy navels for all my friends. I dont fizzucken know maybe a plane out of the country. [9] Would it change your life? uh yeah [10] What was the last thing you purchased? I birthday gift for my son [11] What do you do when you're stressed out? Depends on what it is I suppose. [12] Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else? Depends on who [13] Do you believe in Aliens? Heh, what? [14] Could you forgive a boyfriend or girlfriend who physically hurt you (domestic violence etc)? I forgive everyone but shit scars your brain. [15] What's your greatest fear in life? Hurting and losing my children [16] Have you got a best friend? In a way yes [17] Are you afraid of death? No, I welcome it when it's my time [18] Do you think parents should stay together for the kids? No, if anything that can worsen things. [20] Can money buy happiness? NO [21] How many people on your top friends have you kissed? 2 [22] Are you looking forward to anything? Spending time with my kids on Satarday [23] Write some lyrics from the song your listening to: The gay ones, the straight ones, the whites and yellows and black. The gay rude boys and girls! [24] Do you open up to people easily? for the most part, Yes [25] Are you happy with the way you look? Usually [26] Has anyone paid you a compliment today? yes [27] What do your friends call you? Jess, Myth [28] Has anyone upset you in the last week? One person which happens to be the same person that upsets me all the time. (the father of my children) Other than that, Just world issues. [29] What usually causes your relationships to end? Probably a little bit of me and a little bit of them and the fact I usually pick douche bags. [30] Are you close to your parents? My mother I was very close to, My dad, not so much. [31] What's the best thing about you? Compassion for others and ability to be myself I suppose. [32] The worst? where I go, Drama follows, I have a lot of health problems... [33] Do you think you would be a good parent? I was... Dealing with and trying to set things right... [34] Are you a forgiving person? yeah.

Self Approval.... Its kills me how people will do or say what ever to try and "prove something to others" when all they are doing is trying to prove something to themselves. If you feel you need to prove something to the world, by glorifiying your life or what have you, then you obiously know deap down in your heart that something is not right. you are either threatened or afraid. If you are spending that much time and energy attempting to prove, what ever it may be that u desire people to see and yourself to have its no wonder you dont have it! If you that sort of additude towards life, your not going to get the results you desire! Selfishness... 1: concerned excessively or exclusively with oneself : seeking or concentrating on one's own advantage, pleasure, or well-being without regard for others 2: arising from concern with one's own welfare or advantage in disregard of others selfish act> If you are so selfish you can not see past your own needs and wants so that the ones you claim to love suffer and cause pain to innocent ones that do not deserve to be caught in the crossfires of your self obsorbancies such as children, signifagant others, friends, siblings or what have you, then you reap what you sow! Eventually things will catch up with you! Karma has a quaint way.... In closing.... I for one am not the type of person that feels I need to prove anything to anyone or myself, and do not feel that I need anything or anyone enough to hurt others or prevent anyone from being with another that they long to be with! Yours Truely, Jess