going to cali
Current mood: bitchy
most days i want to be in the hotel california....
to be in such a lovely place and to surounded by our owne devices ... , at least u wouldent be filled with false hope like we are around here. u would know what to look foward to every day when u woke up , knowing u can never leave .this damn place is filled full of fake people , people who can only start drama the moment theay wake up , or theay tell u one thing and turn around and do another , im sick of it . be truthfull in what u do and say
i sat here and asked my self today what is this life worth . i have a fue relly good friends , and i have a wonderfull daughter who i love more than life its self .
but i always wonder day in and day out , what is this life for ?
i try to drink it away , it dose no good , i try to take a fue pills hoping it will take the pain away ... it dose no good . i keep waking up in this fucked up nightmare and freddy kruger is the towns mayor... controling every thing so ....if u concider ur self a good friend of mine please let me know ..or if u know me and would like to be a good friend of mine reply to this .. cause im tired of the same bullshit day in and day out... im tired of the fake wanna b's and the haters . and the liars ... i have no place for u in my own little fucked up world , go fuck ur life up , or just grow the hell up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
