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I have been on fubar over a year and seen alot of point whore, starlettes, those who will sell themselves for that almighty blast, VIP and HH..And I dont mean in an auction. Boobs for bucks, and the same for the men. I realize I would never do that, and I wont. I have too much pride in myself to offer a picture for points or rates. I am lucky, please dont get me wrong. I have some of the best friends here. You all have really been there for me since we met. But I can count those on my hands. I am going to be cleaning house I tihnk. My 8000 plus friends. Most never even say hi. I am not on alot, I know that, and havent in the last 6 months been able to comment daily, or say hi. But I do go to your pics, rate an comment. I let you know I was there to see you, check on you. From work, I cant chat, so its the best I can do. But I do that. I also am always there to help level friends, to comment bomb pics. The last contest I entered, I had 4 friends show to help me. That was my first and last bomb contest. 4 - Thats very sad. Only one I enter and no one comes to help. I uploaded about a hundred pics over the last week and guess what? Maybe 15 rates on each one. That tells me very few care that I am updating pics, adn things in my life there. So, thats my rant tonight. I was so excited last night to get to finally get webcam shots up, so you could see me tired an after work, but it was me :D Unfortunately, no one but 15 max even came to see them. I didnt care about the rates on them. I was looking for who viewed them. Even if its only to come by an see them, that would make me so happy. You dont even have to rate them. Just let me know you were there. That was all I wanted... For the ones who did, you all know who you are. Thank you for stopping by. There werent as many rates as views,,,That really is OK with me!!!! I dont care about the rates. But I did care about my friends being just as excited as I was about getting them up. Guess I was wrong though I see. ANd again, to those of you who do come by each day, leave comments..I love ya dearly. Somedays, its so hard to deal with work stresses..Crimes, and most against children. Gangs...Its heartbreaking and this is my release time. When I come here. So to those who stop, let me know and remind me why I should always look towards the brightside? I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU....

This is one of those good stories that keeps getting to you when you hear it. I just had to share it with you all again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our service men and women, a young girl, not more than 6 or 7 years old ran up to one of the male soldiers. He kneeled down and said 'hi.' The little girl then asked him if he would give something to her daddy for her. The young soldier, who didn't look any older than maybe 22 himself, said he would try and what did she want to give to her daddy. Then suddenly the little girl grabbed the neck of this soldier, gave him the biggest hug she could muster and then kissed him on the cheek. The mother of the little girl, who said her daughter's name was Courtney, told the young soldier that her husband was a Marine and had been in Iraq for 11 months now. As the mom was explaining how much her daughter Courtney missed her father, the young soldier began to tear up. When this temporarily single mom was done explaining her situation, all of the soldiers huddled together for a brief second. Then one of the other servicemen pulled out a military-looking walkie-talkie. They started playing with the device and talking back and forth on it. After about 10-15 seconds of this, the young soldier walked back over to Courtney, bent down and said this to her, 'I spoke to your daddy and he told me to give this to you.' He then hugged this little girl that he had just met and gave her a kiss on the cheek. He finished by saying 'your daddy told me to tell you that he loves you more than anything and he is coming home very soon.' The mom at this point was crying almost uncontrollably and as the young soldier stood to his feet, he saluted Courtney and her mom. I was standing no more than 6 feet away from this entire event. As the soldiers began to leave, heading towards their gate, people resumed their applause. As I stood there applauding and looked around, there were very few dry eyes, including my own. That young soldier in one last act of selflessness, turned around and blew a kiss to Courtney with a tear rolling down his cheek. We need to remember everyday all of our soldiers and their families and thank God for them and their sacrifices. At the end of the day, it's good to be an American.. RED FRIDAYS ----- Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing Red every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the 'silent majority'. We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, country and home in record breaking numbers. We are not organized, boisterous or over-bearing.. We get no liberal media coverage on TV, to reflect our message or our opinions. Many Americans, like you, me and all our friends, simply want to recognize that the vast majority of America supports our troops. Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity and respect starts this Friday -and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that.. Every red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar will wear something red. By word of mouth, press, TV -- let's make the United States on every Friday a sea of red much like a homecoming football game in the bleachers.

Please help support the troops over sea's that are defending our freedom by putting themselves in harms way...go to www.anysoldier.com

and show your support.

My Realizations........

1) Time doesnt heal ALL wounds. 2) No matter how much good you do in life, sometimes it just doesnt matter. 3) Nice girls really do finish last.... 4) Just when you think life is going to bless you, another battle begins. 5) Rather then be hurt, I would much rather never open my heart again. 6) Morals an values are wonderful traits. But having them only brings loneliness and solitude. 7) True love is just a trick played on your heart. 8) Being a workaholic isnt a bad thing. Thats it for now. Just my feelings tonight and the things these last 2 weeks that have finally become very clear to me.....

Yayyyyyyyyy

OK, best news have had again! Steph called today, and as long as things go as planned, she arrives home THURSDAY!!!!!!! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy Yes, I am feeling better just knowing she is coming home. It helps the stress level tremendously :) One more thing finally coming together :)

Am sorry everyone....

I know lately I havent been the greatest friend here to have. I dont say hi to those who I should be. I check my things an go. But I am working alot, and plus worried about Steph, trying to figure out what to do from here to help her. Finding a Cardio, getting financial aid from the government to help pay for it all, and trying to still keep the household here running smooth. I am feeling like stretch armstrong and unfortunately, I dont have all the same goo you can just stick back in when ya pull the arms too far apart. So if I dont say Hi, or leave hello comments, its just because I am not me right now. I only hope you all will bear with me through it! I am sad alot lately and thats not me either. I dont let things get to me usually. I have prided myself my whole life, on how I just jump in and tackle things as they come. But right now I am losing the strength and energy too. I dotn talk alot about how I have been feeling as I dont want to burden my friends, or those I love with this. I dont want anyone worried about me. I also know that in time, I will get through it, as I always do. So, please, like I said before, bear with me ok? *hugs*

Life is so precious....

Hmmmm Today was a heartbreaking, heartfelt day. I guess I just wanted to share it. Its a shame I work so much I have no one here at home, friends wise, to share it with. So, you all are stuck listening to me lol Life, its ironic. How quickly things turn around and sometimes its for the better, but sometimes, it kicks ya in the arse. I had something really and truly life changing happen today. I got to work, and there was a Medi-Vac helicopter there. Lifeflight as some know it. I walked into a scene that just still has me going WTF??? A female, regular visitor to the mall, she was walking out to her car, just got clumsy and stumbled on the pavement. But it seems life had other plans for her. Upon falling down, landed on her head. Cracking it open, and because of the sudden trauma, she also had a heart attack shortly after. The EMTs were quick, and revived her. They intibated her and got her on the helicopter to the trauma center in St Pete, Bayfront Hospital. However, there is more. I called to chekc on her condition later on. Turns out, not only was she still in critical condition, but when she hit her head, she broke her neck, and even if she lived, would be totally paralyzed. Then, her only friend in the world showed tonight to get her car for her. More news. Seems she probably wont live thru the night. She cannot even breath on her own. They are giving it another 24-48 hours, but if no sign she can breath on her own, they are pulling the ventilator. Also, her own family doesnt have time to come from Chicago to be with her. Her children told her friend she has power of attorney to do what she thinks is best..OMG...They will come down if they need to make funeral arrangements, but to call them and let them know. OK..Now, I just dont understand. I guess I never will. As I was standing there with them, and the call came in from the family, I was more in shock then at the time of the accident. I guess beign family oriented, I just cannot understand how someone could let their own family down like that. I happen to know this lady, and she is a wonderful person. As the daughter said though, dont call tonight if she passes, my new husband will be mad he is woke up...Again OMG,,,More worried about waking the new husband then your own moms life?? She was crying, so I could tell she loves her mom, but putting a husband ahead of possibly losing her?? Maybe one day this will all make sense. But tonight, I am emotionally spent and even had a tear in my eye. Takes alot to make me cry, and I am used to trauma. I can handle that...but tonight broke my heart...Sometimes, 1 in a 100 really get to me. This one did!
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