when Hailey (my daughter ) was very young think she was 4 i had no choice but to enroll her in daycare .. and after several weeks of checking every daycare out in my area i decided on one ... very secure very safe very profesional place .. a few days before she was supposed to start there i would take her down there and we would spend the day there getting used to the kids and the new atmosphere ... Hailey would not stray too far from my side .. would just look up at me with a worried look in her eye .. .. so when the day came when i was just dropping her off so i could go to work i worried she would be upset .. walked her in and the teachers greeted her as if she has always gone there ... again she just held my hand and looked at me with those worried eyes .. i kissed her and said my goodbyes as a tear welt up in my eye ... the teacher took hailey to a window that she could wave to me from as i left ... as i walked out i turned to see her there .. her lil face in the window just waiving with all her might ... well after several monthes of this i asked her if she liked the place now cause i worried about her and if she was happy ... .. and this lil 4 year old girl looked at me and said " da i liked it from the first day we went there " was kinda shocked so i asked her why she held my hand so tight and would not go play .. and why she always watched me drive away waiving so hard everyday ... she replied " cause i could tell you needed me to hold you tight and that ya did not want me to leave ya alone in there ... and i stay in the window so long so you see how much i love you and that its ok to leave " ... this is a true story that is my Hailey.. like i always said i so needed her more then she ever needed me... love you baby ..
