you know sometimes life gets a bit hectic and you dont know what to do but its during those times that you grow as a person and learn lifes true lessons now i dont know the meaning behind this blog this has just kinda been sittin in my head the last couple days and i havent known what to do with it but anyways back to the topic so ive been tryin to figure out why this is in my head all of a sudden i dont know if it means im in a trying time or if im about to enter one or just now exiting one all i know is its on my mind and there is nothing i can do about so heres my thoughts as of now i think(but once again not sure) im in a hectic time of life through thinking about it ive noticed im in a rut i dont do anything but get on the damn computer and talk all day oh and play games but still i dont do anything about my situation i have 2 months before i am able to do what i want to do because of the application process so here i sit tryin to think of something to do everyday and nothing pops in my head i do have friends but im older then all of them except a select few and in which case they wake all the time and cant do anything now im not saying age makes a person because it doesnt i mean when i was 16 i had to turn into a full blown adult at no fault of my own so i know younger people can be more adult then there age typically portraits but still i seem to grow further and further from my friends and lonesome is driving me crazy idk i guess i got alot of shit to figure out in life still....hell i never knew what was goin on in the first place but yet i feel further from the trueth of life then ever before so yea umm thatnks for reading i guess and ummm talk to you later maybe
reverend juggalo
