solpavilion's blog: "Life on Mars?"

I dont normally do blogs, but im changing my page and ive recieved so many comments on my very real drunken posting im going to save it in a blog.

Im an asshole, don't think otherwise. Why am I an asshole, because I joined the United States Army. And that apparently gave girls the universal right to treat guys like shit and consider them just another booty call regardless of whether or not they actually have feelings. Which we must not because we are fucking soldiers right?! Just mindless fucking drones put on this planet to appease the fucking man. I was born with an IQ of 80 and with the tenacity of a dung beetle. So here I am, hot off the press. My only request is to give me an incurable disease or hit me with a really big car, so I can die as soon as possible. Because apparently certain people in America think it's better for soldiers to die rather than live, or at least they say so when they picket soldier's funerals. Or so they say so when they sue soldier's families because the soldier died and can't continue his bills. Or so they say when the soldier is gone from home and the girl cheats on him. Or so the girl says when she doesn't take the soldier seriously no matter how long they've been dating. God bless the world of the eternally single. I'm drunk as shit, and this is me signing off. I wish it were permanent but maybe Haji will see to that.

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    Wow. all of that up there was a totally drunken ramble in which I had erased my previous about me. but im going to leave it up there as a reminder to myself of not drinking when im depressed!!! anyways, my name is joe, im a member of the united states army, in the 82nd airborne stationed at fort bragg. i deploy sometime this year to afghanistan. i found this site by accident, and the support the users of this site have shown me as being a member of the army has enticed me to continue using it. its difficult being in the military because you have people who thank you from the bottom of their hearts, and you have people who call you the scum of the earth. i made a choice to be in the army, and i made that choice because i truly believe it is a way for me to make things better. the training that we go through is difficult, and the options we have to select are even more difficult. but the end product, what soldiers see with their living eyes, is beyond what the television shows, beyond what the media reports. we truly are making a difference, its just a long painful road to get their. anyways i could spend all day putting my info up here but it wouldnt matter. if anyone has any questions they can ask me by one of the methods of correspondence and response this site offers. i look at a few profiles, always rate the profiles, and look at a few pictures. im not here for nsfw, dont ask me for any, and i wont ask you for any. if i add you as a friend or fan you, its for the points! or maybe we had a good talk in the shoutbox. im very chatty (at times) just dont make it personal. To anyone who cares heres some info: Im from Alaska, im 23, im NoRmaL (if that word means anything nowadays) and i LOVE intellectuals, nature, and the process of gathering knowledge. you can never know too much and you can always know too little.