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I woke up this morning shaking slightly to the sight of seeing my ex on the laptop in my room. For what seemed like hours I had been waking up and asking him what time it was. When what I wanted to ask him was if he could lay down on the bed with me and just hold me. But that would be giving him too much of a soft side to me... since he doesn't do that. And I know that I would get a hell no out of him for that.
Yet I just asked him about something trival to make it easier than me going all sappy on him, only to keep it civial.... yet i turned around and bite his head off when he asked me a secondary question. I have been like this since we broke up, its taking me a lot to stay friends with him and I know it may be doing the same with him as well.
But for once... since all this went down.. I think one serious emotion from him .... him letting me in. Now that he doesn't have to suffer through sex with me . Would be able to put a smile on my face.
Oh well.
much love all
The LINK ABOVE is to my profile on a writing site. I have no fans so my work doesn't get looked at much .... So I am posting it here to ask for you all to go there and look it over. If you like my work leave a comment there or here on this post.
I would very much love that... and if you really like it I will send you a drink...
much love.
Well to day is a new day, but I find that for someone as sexual driven as me . ' NO Dick make something ... something ' come to mind.
So I found that being friends with an ex is a good thing but I still have to fight off the thoughts that his dick as been in some other pussy. Yet .. when I am horny damnit... I am horny and I go for what I want. So this morning I went creeping and got me a little something, Luckily I caught him when he didn't go out to play and I will... used my head * smirks*
Still even if I got him to thrown hs hand back and shout that he was still with me.... I found that getting almost shot in the face... not COOL. SO NOT COOL.
But I left mildly happy and he sat in his room with a content smile on his face.... .yet at the same time.. I am still horny.
* sighs* Oh well. I got what I wanted to here... not what I needed.
Well I have liked to read and wriite most of my life. Recently, I found a series by one of my current fav authors called Jaid Black. It called the Empress new clothes. Its the first in a long series of books and its all erotica ... I said it erotica... good old verbal porn. I love it and this author and several others are great. I wish to break into this genre as well... but I don't think I am that good. But I do have some of my work on a site called Booksie.com.
If you like what I have to say here and what to know more about my current reads or my work. Messaage me and I will send you the links or tell you more about my fav erotcia writers.
Much love all
Well I would have to say that I like the site, here alot, because I am sharing what is on my mind. Ususally that is a good sign, I like the place. If I stop talking ... well then we all know that I am else where or doing something else.
But for right now I am here getting this off my mind and on the web because I think I just broke up with my bf through his mom. Althogh, I am hoping that he would tell me himself since we are still in the same house. DIFFERENT ROOMS PEOPLE!!!!! Still I love my demon and there is no one else like him, but I have to face facts I tried to make a guy that could get 15 girls( including me ... to fuck him with in 2 weeks) to be mine.
I will say that it was a fun year... but I knew from the begining that he wasn't mine. Once again playing the place holder for someone else... while they go out and do what ever.. until they want their man.
*Sighs* Oh well... If he ever gets tired of running around with his dick in his hands( thats right... i said hands... it was that damn big)
and he wants to still play with me. I won't lie... damn it I would go back to him in a second.
*Smirks* Hey at least we are still friends.
Muuch love all....
Until next time.
