have you ever loved someone so much that you thought you would never get over the way that you felt about them no matter what?
well i thought that was what i was feeling up until about march... and now i can honestly say that i'm over him... I'm over hurting and over thinkin about the stupid everyday bullshit that i had to put up with because of some cheating asshole who doesn't know how to treat anyone!!
I'm just trying to say that i'm ready for a relationship... i'm ready to have fun and love someone else... the place in my heart that i thought was still filled by this (cheating bastard) is defenitly empty now and ready for someone knew!!
Its really amazing how one person can make you see so many things differently and not even realize they helped you at all! and how close you can get to someone and realize how you truely feel about them!! How that one amazing person can't get off your mind... and you're not even sure why. All you know is that when you think about them you have big smiles =) and become starry eyed!!
And of course the entire time... you're wondering if they are even feeling the same way about you. If they think about you? If they are ever going to feel the same feelings towards you and by the time they do is it going to be too late?
if you ask me why i started writing this i could honestly say i don't remember i guess i'm just venting a little stress and whats been on my mind... but please share some input and let me know whatcha's are thinkin!
