So this won't be a bitch fest. Although its been awhile since I've had one. But, here lately I really don't have much to bitch about. I'm back in Oklahoma. I don't know how long this will last but, we will see. I haven't been around much lately. I do check in from time to time to see how my friends are doing. But, honestly I'm just too tired to stay on long. It might say I'm logged in but, 9 times out of 10 I'm not at the computer. There have been a number of changes in my life over the past six/seven months. I've learned from a bunch of them.
But, here is what I wanted to say. You can think I'm bitching but, its just more of a warning. I'm on the FU for real friends. Not just people looking for rates cause trust me I'm not here for that. I joined FU back when it was LostCherry in 06. I deleted my old account due to a lot of drama but, came back because I did miss a lot of my friends on here.
I'm glad I can say I do have a lot of great friends on here that I can talk to about anything. But, then you have people wanting to come in and mess a friendship up because they don't like who you are friends with. So here is my warning. Come to me with lame drama, whining that someone doesn't like you, etc.. I will not listen to it. I'm getting to where I don't care anymore. A lot of people know how caring I am and know I have a big heart. But, I'm tired of pleasing other people.
I lost a best friend in real life recently over me trying to work things out with my husband. No, I am not going to say who. I love and respect that person more. But, I basically got told you go back to your husband I'm done with you. I hate ultimatums with a passion. I hate being given a choice between two people. And when given one I chose the other. Well, guess what I married him almost three years ago if we can work things out I'm going to give it a try. We have been together for 11 years now. That is a long time. Yeah a lot of sh*t happened. But, people make mistakes. No one is perfect and if you think you are then stay the hell away from me. I hate perfection. I say if you don't have some flaws then you aren't human.
So if you don't like one of my friends deal with it on your own. If you can't do that block me. I really don't care anymore. Trust me I'm not going to die cause you blocked me. I will still be me and enjoy my life. So I do want to say thank you to all my friends I love you all very much.
