Well wow life.....as of right now life is going along nice....I have a couple jobs to pick from.. i just dont know what one to take...i really want the job at the YMCA or at LaneBryant.....i love working with kids,so that works great with the YMCA, and i love to shop and love to shop at LaneBryant.....but anyhow damn this sucks i have no idea what job to take.....Im lined up to start working at Giant here in Gettysburg...but im not sure i really want to work there...if i pick Giant then i have to work in the Seafood....i dont know if i want to come home everyday smelling like fish...and that means i have to get the lobster out and touch them...i dont know about that part...but ohh well we will see what job i take and ill keep ya posted on what one i take....Damn i wish i would have found a job right away when i got back home here cause my girl Joanie asked me to come out to Oceanside Cal....to help her back and move into her new house cause her husband is going out to sea that day...so that sucks for her....but anyhow....im still a single girl....and im making it throw being single.....yes there are the times that i was back with that somone that i love to much...but then i sit and think about what my life would be like if i was still with him...i dont think i would be as happy as i am right now....and i know damn well i would have to be kicking some bitchs ass....yeah my girl Tina knows who im talking about here...she knows what bitch id have to kick in the ass.....Yeah me and that bitch are still not getting along....come to find out when i had that talk with the love of my life...and he told me that he was not talking or seeing that bitch anymore...he was....deep down i still kinda knew that he was but did not want to belive it ya know....we all have our hopes and dreams on our guys right girls.....but anyhow its 3am and i have to get up way early....i have a lot to get done when i get up....but ya know how that goes stay up all night cause ya cant sleep and your brian is just going and going and going....yeah thats where im at right now....my brain is just thinking about so many different things....i dont know where to turn my brain off at and go to sleep....but its to hard not to think about that things that im thinking about...damn this sucks.....ohhhh i just want to go outside and let out a real big loud SCREAM...but i cant do that its 3am...and i dont think my nabors would like me very much if i did that....so anyhow im going to try to turn off my brain and get some sleep.....good night to all....
