Welcome to the Numb's blog: "Life and Music"

Hard news, taken harder, don't look to me Disappointed, we don't agree, I don't need your praise... (don't look my way for help, from the beginning you came to me) Never asked you to like me, I don't want your praise (we won't play your games) Look down on me, spit in my face, you're nothing to me:not to me Darkened eyes you'll see, there is no hope, no savior in me (don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore) Learned from years gone by, no one will care, what happens to me (don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore) My presence won't be ignored, no not today Don't walk in my direction, turn the other way (don't look my way for help, from the beginning you came to me) Asking questions, predetermined answers, you won't find them here (we don't want your opinion) And I don't want you, I won't let you think, compromise is near. 'Cause it's not near. I'm alone in here No more feelings Killed my fears Don't ask you'll never know you're left behind and I'll be exposed Far away, you keep on trying... Holding me down, breaking away, trying to distance my life. Not one in the crowd, but one with the answer the one that could change your mind But it's not true, I don't know you Don't waste your time, and don't waste mine I'm not your friend, I won't soothe your soul And in the end you're all dead to me....

Keep on writing you're just raping yourself (nothing can take my mind away from them) Don't you ask about me, ask 'bout somebody else (Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell) I can feel it, won't embrace it, it's overwhelming how far you take it (Stuck in a state of questioning) And don't you tell me you know we're destined, you won't convince me, I won't listen (Resentment building, you've put our lives on hold) Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there But you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control Play your game and walk away, your integrity don't mean shit Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else (Nothing in front of me but holes ahead) Lie about my life, have a story to tell (Lights went down, was on the edge and I fell) Oh you're so insightful, let me remind you to twist and break me, should make you worried (Long way to go and you're right there) Two-faced liar, don't try and know me, deceit brings fire, makes sure you can't breathe (Pick at pieces of my body below) I never bothered with all the rumors, too much garbage (all the same) (I know my destination) I'll stand right here, come on you falsehood deceitful liar (There's no shame) Don't ever take my side, I know you're never right, I'll justify the means (Nothing's what it seems) I'll stand around and fight, but there's no point tonight, been chained to this machine Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold My destination's always unknown, I'll find my way there but Goddamn Imposter are you out of your mind? I walk down these roads alone and now you're seen here My feelings that I'm having towards you are perfectly clear (I control this ride) My devils appetite is tonight and now I'm alright But you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time Play your game and walk away, your integrity don't mean shit Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control Don't try and get the best of me (No one can help but your own self) City makes my body ache (Lonely, don't try and prey on me) I feel your world dying, no more use in tryin' And my body's trashed and low, but to you I'll never show myself or what's inside And I've seen it all before but I'll settle the score, I'll never join your side

"I'll try," she said as he walked away. "Try not to lose you." Two vibrant hearts could change. Nothing tears the being more than deception, unmasked fear. "I'll be here waiting" tested and secure. Nothing hurts my world, just affects the ones around me When sin's deep in my blood, you'll be the one to fall. "I wish I could be the one, the one who won't care at all But being the one on the stand, I know the way to go, no one's guiding me. When time soaked with blood turns its back, I know it's hard to fall. Confided in me was your heart I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me." Nothing will last in this life, our time is spent constructing, now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin. Constrict your hands around me, squeeze till I cannot breathe, this air tastes dead inside me, contribute to our plague. Break all your promises, tear down this steadfast wall, restraints are useless here, tasting salvation's near. Nothing hurts my world, just affects the ones around me When sin's deep in my blood, you'll be the one to fall. "I wish I could be the one, the one who won't care at all But being the one on the stand, I know the way to go, no one's guiding me. When time soaked with blood turns its back, I know it's hard to fall. Confided in me was your heart I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."

Give me your hand, (Conceived and born was one of light) blood is spilt and man will follow infernal man, (Rain and dark, the other born black night) punishment too great to bear Raise your head and taste the courage (the one of light) Fall from grace, unholy night I've come here to kill you, won't leave until you've died Murder born of vengeance, I closed my brothers eyes tonight... It's cold tonight as the clouds turn grey and from my hands to my brothers grave You took his side, you took his gift, feel the power of a fallen man, crestfallen man... Far away in this land I must go, out of the site of the One. A punishment sent from his hand a hardship that no one should know Now go out of the site of the One, away in this land you must go. Where has he gone? What have you done? A voice commands from high above this earth. From the soil his blood cries out to me Murder, liar, vengeance, deceit. Far away in this land I must go, out of the site of the One. A punishment sent from his hand a hardship that no one should know Now go out of the site of the One, away in this land you must go.

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise. Living another day in disguise. These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight. Ooooo.... Stand up and fight. The fighting rages on and on, to challenge me you must be strong. I walk your land but don't belong, two million soldiers can't be wrong. It's no fun but I've been here before I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war. (Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things) Some are scared others killing for fun, I shot a mother right in front of her son. (Take this from my consciousness, and please erase my dreams) Fight for honor, fight for your life. Pray to God that our side is right. Even though we won, I still may lose Until I make it home to you I see our mothers filled with tears, grew up so fast where did those years go? Memories wont let you cry unless I don't return tonight. So many soldiers on the other side, I take their lives so they can't take mine. (Scared to make it out alive now murder's all I know.) Nobody tells me all the reasons we're here. I have my weapons so there's nothing to fear. (Another day, another life, but nothing real to show for) Fight for honor, fight for your life. Pray to God that our side is right. Even though we won, I still may lose Until I make it home to you I see our mothers filled with tears, grew up so fast where did those years go? Memories wont let you cry unless I don't return tonight. Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise. Living another day in disguise. These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight. Watching the death toll rise wondering how I'm alive. Stranger's blood on my hands, I've shot all I can There are no silent nights, watching your brothers all die To destroy all their plans with no thought of me No thought of me, no thought of me Ohhhhh..... Walk the city lonely Memories that haunt are passing by A murderer walks your street tonight Forgive me for my crimes; don't forget that I was so young Fought so scared in the name of God and country