eye know whats going on,
you keep dragging me down,down to the pits.
pick up your crosses they say,
but theirs are still in there closets,
hypocrites! eye preach perfection,
though i am not perfect,
my white cloak is corrupted,
i need to be cleansed.
my soul is drawn away,
afraid of after its all over,
afraid of everything before,
to come back to haunt me,
life of agony, a life of fear,
all of this, over a single solid tear.
frozen on this cold heart of hate,
the air outside is warm, but its cold inside,
my walls, they come down,
only to bury me in my own rubble, my regrets.
my life sits on the edge of a blade,
one wrong move, i could throw it all away.
a shove in the right, direction just might,
set me apart from those who depart,
from this world, without ever knowing,
what they were worth, or what life was for.
to be unknown, by this world,
is the thought, that leaves me in turmoil.
you say your words, with a silver tongue,
slightly too forked,for my heart to feel numb.
some say words dont cause pain,
after said enough, they hurt everyday.
so this is my childrens lullaby,
to warn them of the world that they wont survive.
