...... Okay, SO!! hows life people? i always ask becuase no one ever ask's me lol.. anyways. i just wanted to put this out on a blog becuase no one ever reads my bullitons and no one has ever heard of what im writing. its just life i guess ya know? so if u read then thanks.. ure awesome :D
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What do yo udo when you have so many decisions in life to make? Do you take the chance one by one hoping that you made the right choice? Or do you let life itself take its time on working everything out for itself? Everything is ment to happen for a reason right? so why do we have t o go though all the pain and suffering? to teach us something? how long will it take and what will we get out of it? its like work... you do it for money and experiance. so life sux and we are forced to live it. but we must not let it bring us down. ugh! in other terms. why me? why any of us? seriously though. I mean, everyone was born wiht a special talent or gift..so!! why dont we all use them? i had a life lesson there! i had a beautiful voice! i was to oscared to use it till i lost it.. and then it hurt so bad. i got the chance again, well its coming back now and im going to use it to the best of my ability. i sing everywhere all the time no matter what!! yay! anywho! back to the original subject. life.. why do we give up so easily and tend to not try untill its too late? another lesson in life?
I dont live for myself. i live for others. i live for god and jesus. in gods teachings, i learn to love, give and not recieve. share and care. all my life ive been there for others. never asked for anything. and in my time of need i ask and never recieve. not intentionally do i ask. its only when its an emergancy. i dont like not being able to help others. i have a huge heart.
I live each day as if it were my last. i take one step at a time. right now im so alone in this world. im hurtig everywhere possible to hurt. my feelings are slowly fading away and life is becoming shorter and shorter. i just want one more night in someones arms to be able to fall asleep. i hate waking up alone. being alone. doing anythign alone. yea i got friends. ok thats awesome. people have lifes. i most likely will start my new job next week :D im going to college starting june 11th. im getting my licence by the end of june. ill be back in my own apt and everything. ill still be alone. no one to share the meaning of life with. thats cool though. maybe its suppose to be like this
dude! sorry this was so long. just expressing life im sorry. please forgive me. thanks for listening.
have a good day and great evening everyone! mwa!
love amber <3 aka Stroodle ;) por vida
