To be Lied too, has to be one of the hardest things in ones life. Specially from someone whom you trusted with your heart n soul. Your every secret. Shared the darkest part of you heart and mind with this person. Knowing all that you shared with them, every pain, insecurity, fear, love and laughter, knowing they know it. Know you inside n out. Knowing if they really wanted to be mean they could use it against you. Praying you don't have to face that on top of the pain of being lied too. Strung along, And betrayed. If they were so willing to lie to you once, or cheat on you, temptation and how easy it is to do this. Specially on the internet, The temptation will get to them and they will succumb to it again. At some point. No matter how strong one is. How they say n sometimes do change in the face of hurting someone they love or care about. Its hard to change the way you have been for many years. How easy you have programmed your brain of how many times you got away with it before they was caught.
Lier's are basically scam artist, some bigger then others depending on the type of lies they tell.
Cheaters are also scam artist, deceiving such as they do.
My question is......Why?
Granted I will never truly have an answer. But why does someone feel its ok to do this. Does it make them feel empowered? Feel as if they have control over the people? By manipulations, Half truths. How can you call yourself a descent, trust worthy human? When your just going to do things as these to all around you....do you deserve that title, Do you honestly believe you do? And then people that get caught, come back to the people they hurt, asking for forgiveness. Yes, forgiveness is divine. But do these people honestly deserve it? Sometimes I think they really don't. Even though my heart says too. Its being tore apart between my head n heart. Never sure what to do, afraid either answer I choose will just lead to more hurt. In the form of that person lieing and betraying me again. Or by letting their lies n betrayal that I will not forgive them for, eat at me and cause me to retreat into my soul. Shutting others out of my life for the fear that this person might do what the one before has done. No matter what they say.
People really need to consider their actions, the words they say to everyone around them, and how it affects those people and consider the consciousnesses they are to face.
