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Breaking the walls of yesterdays insanity, and tomorrow laughs, Bordom
eating my soul. I will tell it how it is, control, screw that..... I hate this world. Always telling me things i cant say. For i have an open mind, unlike them, they're low class.....
For I sit here and write my farewell,some say the sky is the limit, but i know there is foot prints on the moon. Even to take u far beyond the milky way, would be a blast.....
needless to say, its like walking on broken glass.... Misery taking its toll, for dreams are made of the past, the future holds you well, harm none and you'll pass....
For the screams echo in my ears, can u hear me? banging my head off the cold dark walls. In my cell of laughter, emptiness at hands graspe.....
Always wondering why I am here, nothing to search for, shawdows follow my wicked ass, Can't talk about the way I really feel, insanity at its
best!!! I'll still write about my past....
control, control, control, ha, I dont live by ur rules. I make my own, and if you dont like it, fuck off and laugh, I'll hold my head by myself, and be insane alone. 'Cause misery loves company, and you'll learn that....
For today I write this, very bored indeed, wonder if you're even reading this, I'm just pouring out my last....Thinking its all my fault, for believing
the way I do.. I stand by Alex Jones and I'm at no fear of high class.
So here you go. Reading about my past. From yesterdays insanity, all
about giggles and laughs..... Maybe ur life is peachy, maybe its just
so fine!!.... Look in my mirrors image and black past is mine.
Always searching for the truth, brainwashed all the time. living in
this control environment, stuck, cant breathe, mix me another glass....
For as I do drink my soul to the grave, what else is there to live for? drama, bullshit, liars, back stabbers, like to find a friend that i could ask?
Here for you, to lean on me any day. I'm a good listener, how about you. Can I earn ur trust, or u just another fake and a stupid ass....,
just like all the other dumb fuckers I met, she is just another sap. ..True love, ha, what a joke. No one can love as dearest as I can, always lie, cheat and steal behind my back. .....
Why isn't she real, why is there this. why this, why that, errrr, just
bullshit, simple baby, SIMPLE!!! so we can set back and laugh. enjoy the sunset, romance and a nap.. cuddle on a tomb stone, and have a blast..
NO!!! she got to be a bitch, always fucked up and can't remember nights last.... Always annoying the piss out of me, when all i want to do is smile, but you don't give a fucking crap....
That's why I love Godsmack..He tells the pain I feel, ya go on, fucking
collapse...Think I give two shits, prove yourself and make me glad..
So this is the story of my love life. why im so dark and evil now, I dont
have time for players, so I'm just here and going to relax...... So for
tomorrow, the glitter of the soft dew in the air, sun up, coffee and a
snack.....
So I hope this finds you doing better than me, Cause all I
got is the interent and no life at that.... So if you know what misery
really is, you will know my life and thats a fucking fact!!!
wrote this on Sept, 17, 2008
