HEY YALL!!!
I KNOW YALL HAVE BEEN WONDERING WHERE IVE BEEN .. WELL I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET OVER MY BACK SURGERY ....ITS BEEN REALLY PAINFUL.... BUT I THINK IM GETTING A LITTLE BIT BETTER EVERYDAY ...AND I FIGURED I WOULD WRITE AND LET YALL KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN MISSING YALL A BUNCH ...I'M NOT ALL THE WAY HEALED YET .....SO I'M NOT ABLE TO SIT FOR A PROLONGED TIME ....BUT I AM FORCING MYSELF TO SIT HERE ....LONG ENOUGH TO SPIT OUT A LETTER TO ALL OF YALL.......... CAUSE MOST OF YOU... I KNOW CARE ABOUT ME ....AND SOME OF YOU LOVE ME LIKE FAMILY... AND I KNOW YALL HAVE BEEN WORRIED ... AND I DON'T WANT YALL TO WORRY TO MUCH ... WELL THE DOCTOR SAID THAT MY LOWER LUMBAR 4/4/ AND 4/5/ DISCS WERE SLIPPED AND PINCHED... ALL THE FEELING TO MY KIDNEYS AND MY BLADDER WAS GONE....AND THE DISCS WERE PUSHING INTO MY SPINAL CORD ...AND MAKING MY RIGHT LEG PARALYZED ....I ALSO HAD A CONDITION CALLED DROPPED FOOT.... WHICH MEANT I COULDN'T MOVE MY TOES UP AND DOWN... SO HE SAID I NEEDED EMERGENCY SURGERY ...SO HE MADE ME GO IN FIRST THING ON THE 21ST OF DECEMBER ....AND I HAD THE SURGERY... IT TOOK 3 HOURS... HE TOOK OUT MY TWO DISCS THAT WHERE MESSED UP ....AND HE PUT IN A 5 INCH BAR IN PLACE... HELD BY SOME SCREWS AND CLOSED ME UP WITH 70 STAPLES ...WHICH HURTS LIKE HELL TO HAVE REMOVED ...BUT ANYWAY THANK GOD WHEN I CAME OUT OF SURGERY ....I COULD MOVE MY TOES UP AND DOWN.... BUT HE SAID HE DON'T KNOW WEATHER HE FIXED IT ALL... BUT HE DID HIS BEST... BECAUSE HE HAD TO WORK IN A 8 INCH HOLE... IT WAS HARD TO SEE IF HE FIXED EVERYTHING THAT NEED TO BE FIXED ...BUT HE THINK HE GOT IT RIGHT I THINK BECAUSE... SO FAR EVERYTHING IS GETTING BETTER ....I DON'T THINK THERE IS PERMANENT DAMAGE TO MY KIDNEYS ...LIKE HE THOUGHT THERE WOULD BE ....BECAUSE THAT'S MUCH BETTER ....I STILL HAVE SOME URGENCY ....BUT HE SAID THAT SHOULD GO AWAY IN TIME ....MY RIGHT LEG FROM MY HIP DOWN IS PARALYZED TO THE TOUCH... BUT I'M ABLE TO WALK WITH THE HELP OF MY CANE ...I DONT USE THE WALKER NO MORE ...AND I'M DOING PHYSICAL THERAPY... SO I'M HOPING I WILL GET TOTAL FEELING BACK ...AND BE WALKING RIGHT REAL SOON..THE ONLY THING THAT HURTS THE MOST IS ...I'M NOT ABLE TO PICK UP MY DAUGHTER GWYNDAYLYNN... BECAUSE THEY DON'T WANT ME LIFTING OVER A POUND ...AND SHES ONLY ONE SO SHE DONT UNDERSTAND IT ALL VERY GOOD ....BUT ONE DAY ...ONE DAY ILL BE ABLE TO HOLD HER AGAIN ... THE GOOD LORD WILLING ... WELL YALL ON ANOTHER NOTE ....YALL ARE PROBLY WONDERING ABOUT DADDY.... HE IS ON ALOT OF MEDICINE ...AND NOW THEY HAVE STARTED GIVING HIM THE MEDICINE (ROXANAL) ....THEY GIVE PEOPLE RIGHT BEFORE THEY DIE TO KEEP THEM PAIN FREE ... I'M NOT SAYING THAT HE IS ON HIS LAST LEG YET....BECAUSE LIKE I TELL HIM THERE ARE CANCER SERVIVERS EVERYDAY AND HOSPICS COULD DISMIS HIM ONE DAY ..ONLY THE GOOD LORD KNOWS ... I'M JUST SAYING HES IN THAT MUCH PAIN .......SO THERE TRYING THERE BEST TO KEEP HIM AS PAIN FREE AS THEY CAN ....AND ALL THE MORPHINE AIN'T HELPING ...AND SO FAR WE DON'T KNOW IF THAT MED IS DOING MUCH GOOD EITHER ....BUT WHERE GONNA KEEP PRAYING ....BECAUSE THERE IS POWER IN PRAYER.... AND I HOPE YALL DO THE SAME ...HE HAS LOST 107 POUNDS IN JUST A FEW MONTHS BUT WHO KNOWS HE MIGHT JUST START GAINING IT BACK ONCE HES PAIN GETS A LITTLE BETTER ... BUT ANYWAY ..... GWYN IS DOING GOOD ....SHE HAS A ROUGH COLD RIGHT NOW ....WITH THE HOT DAYS TO THE COLD DAYS BUT I'M GIVING HER MEDS AND SHELL BE MUCH BETTER SOON ... OH I ALMOST FORGOT THE GIRL WHO WAS SUPPOSE TO HELP ME WHEN I CAME HOME ....WHO IS MY BROTHERS GF ....MY BEST FRIEND ..... WENT INTO EMERGENCY SURGERY ON THE SAME DAY THAT I HAD SURGERY.... SO SHE WASN'T ABLE TO DO MUCH HELPING .....BUT SHE HAD GALLBLADDER SURGERY.... CRAZY I KNOW ...LOL BUT SHES MUCH BETTER THANK GOD THEY GOT TO HER IN TIME.... SHE WAS PUKING BILE... AND SHE HAD TWO QUARTER SIZED GALLSTONES IN HER GALLBLADDER ....SO THEY TOOK IT OUT.... BUT KNOW SHE HAS BRONCHITIS BAD.... SO YALL PLEASE JUST KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS AND ILL TRY TO KEEP YALL UPDATED....AND AGAIN IM SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO GET IN TOUCH WITH YALL.... IVE JUST BEEN HURTING TO BAD TO SIT HERE AT THIS BOX FOR LONG... BUT YALL DON'T THINK YALL DON'T MEAN THE WORLD TO ME ....CAUSE YALL KNOW YALL DO ...AND ILL TRY TO TALK TO YALL LATER ...YALL WRITE ME BACK AND LET ME KNOW HOW YALL ARE... LOVE YOU GUYS ....AND YALL TAKE CARE ...ILL KEEP PRAYING FOR YALL ....AND YALL KEEP PRAYING FOR ME.... AND ILL TALK TO YALL REALLY SOON ...LOTS OF LOVE STEP
GOD BLESS
AND HAVE A GREAT DAY
