GBT's blog: "Letting Go...."

Ex husband didn't show up to court (big surprise).  Warrant was issued.  Mom and Sam were disappointed (they wanted to see the ex explain why he hasn't paid child support and subsequently see him get arrested-can't say I blame them). I almost feel like the trip to Ga was wasted but I got some quality time in with my family and they got to spend more time with Sam.  My girls kinda know what is going on and that it involves their daddy but they do not  know that he will eventually end up in jail.

 

I missed all of you guys.

 

I am exhausted.

 

I get to see witty today. (y) Be jealous :p

 

The End

For your information, I never trusted you. You can't even use your own pics on this website or other sites as well. You lie and when you're caught you continue lying. You accuse others of lying which makes me crack up inside. I have never lied to you or anyone else for that matter. I have no reason to. I am true to myself and always have been. But you need to back the FUCK off...stay out of my account and quit telling MY FRIENDS lies...they don't believe you and well we laugh about how pathetic you are all the time...your game playing is through. Game OVER...move on and let go...Love doesn't live here anymore. Good luck with everything and remember KARMA is a big bad bitch...you'll get yours...Peace out.

You thought you still had me under your thumb...you thought I believed your lies...you tried to cause unnecessary drama and you almost had me to the point of deleting my account but I refuse to let you win...so bring it on cause I don't care. I am happy and I am loved and you can't mess that up...so go on spreading your lies...go on trying to cover your ass...but in reality people are starting to realize that you are NOT who you claim to be. You will have to face yourself one of these days and ask yourself why you're alone...and I know you will think back to me...you will know what you did to fuck us up and you will know that I was right. The people you think trust you and believe you, don't. The people you play will confront you...and you will be the one who runs away...not me...not them...YOU. I am over this and I am done...and you can't make me leave...cause he still loves me. I want to thank you for introducing me to him...he's the one I have been waiting for all of my life and remember, you're the reason we're together...so for that, I say thank you. Have a good life...Goodbye

Listen up bitches!!!! Do you know what this whole LC is about??? It's a damn website...why do y'all find the need to mess with people and their lives? I know several people on here who meet people and find happiness....so why do you find the need to bust it up cause you're jealous that the attention is no longer about you???? I am sick and tired of some women on here who are all about popularity. You don't care about these men who care about you. You play your games to level up and win contests. You hurt people!!! Then there are the ones like me...the ones who are on here just to meet new and interesting men and women. To make friends. And you go on their sites and rate them 1's and 5's. WHY???? Who the fuck cares anyway? You mess with people's self esteem...you hurt them and take the fun out of a site that is great and meant for laughs. Well listen up...you will not drive me away and take away my fun. Leave the ones on here that have nothing to do with you alone. They are not bothering you. And they never will. Just because your "hunny" is on their friends or family or fans list...it doesn't mean anything. It's a damn website. Have you met these people in person?? Do you ever think you will? These people who say they are your online BF/GF, do you think it's real? Chances are that is not. So do me a fovor and leave the nice people alone. Leave us be and leave our friends be. We are nothing to you and we want to continue to be nothing to you. So go play your games on other people's profiles.

A couple of months ago, I thought that I would never get my life back. I was depressed, and I was scared. Everything looked bleak and dull. With the help of my friends(and you know who you are), I slowly started down a brighter path. Through their help and guidance, I have perservered to where I am now. Starting over!! Wow, what a scary phrase! But I'm doing it. Have everything that i worked so hard to achieve back again. And even though, every now and then defeat looms overhead, I know that I will conquer all my demons. I am blessed, and I am loved. I can go on knowing that I am never alone or out of His sight. God has truly blessed me with exceptional people. My daughters will grow up knowing a loving God and that I did not turn my back or hide with my tail between my legs. They will know a strong mother and a strong God. For every good deed that I have received, I have returned. I'm helping others who have been in my situation grow stronger and think stronger. Survival of the Fittest, Right? WRONG!!! We are all survivors. We all can do what we need to do to be SOMEBODY!! To all my ladies- I promise to help fight the good fight for all of you. Cause I know that when you are all strong enough, you will do the same. I love you all dearly and am glad to have met you and become friends with you all. Someday I will be ready to take that next step-RELATIONSHIP!- but for now I am ready to just meet someone. I think I have and I pray that what I feel is real for the both of us. Someday I will be happy to share my life with someone again. I want to be able to share my life and my beautiful girls with someone who will appreciate us, love us, and not harm us. I believe that will happen and probably sooner that I think. In closing, I want to thank all of you. The ones who have heard my story, laughed and cried with me, played with me, and keep me in their lives on a daily basis. You are appreciated and loved. God blesses us in need, and He has truly, truly blessed me!!

So I don't know about you guys, but I'm wondering if there is some unknown force out there that likes to play with me. Have you ever been really into someone, but because you are so scared of being hurt you act like you do not care either way. Then they leave....and you are okay with it, but then they decide to come waltzing back into your life, like nothing's ever changed. What is that about? Do they honestly think that we are gonna pick up where we left off? I wish they would just stay away, you know? I deleted you out of my life for a reason. So go. And what about online dating? Does that ever work? You see it all the time, but do you know anyone who actually comes out happy about it? I wish I knew what was going on but I don't. And for those of you who know me, you know how much I hate that. I want it to be the way I envision it, but scared to take the chance. Scared to open up again. Scared to get hurt again. So someone tell me why I'm falling and I don't know why. Tell me more than God is the only one who can help me. More than I will keep you in my prayers. Why is it so damn hard for anyone to just say what is on there mind instead of hiding behind nice words and smiles? Oh well. I survived going on like this for this long....I can do it some more.