With every day that goes by
I move further away from you
I losse a love that was once to strong to break
Ever since the day you left, my heart has never been able to heal
Until now..
But not completely, This person means so much to me
And not being able to have them is like loosing you over again
This pain is unbearable
To be honest Im tired of hurting
Everyone who crosses my path since you left seems to do that..hurt me
And half the time they dont know it
What if you were still here, would i still be happy?
Would i have met these wonderful people that i can now call my friends
or the main thing, would we still be together
I wish there was an answer for everything that happens
But God has his own ways of letting us know
I just dont wanna settle for that
If I had dont something different would you still be here
Would i be the person that i am now
Could i ever love again...I think that i can
But who wants me like i am now
With your passing i have become a person that people take advantage of
Im too nice and im the one people are scared of hurting
But they hurt me but not giving me the chance.
Its just all confusing
But there is one thing i do know
I know that i still love you
I know that you will always have my heart
I just wanna thank you for always being there
And you still are just not in a physical stae
I hold you in my heat and always will
RIP Clay Reid Lilley 11/24/86-11/13/04
