I dont mind(believe it or not) if my girlfriends have friends(guys or girls)
I dont mind if they hang out with them for the whole freaking day!
I dont mind if they spend a weekend out for fun, together!(As long as its not JUST guys)
I MIND if my gf is telling her guy friends how much she loves them more often than she tells me
I MIND if my gf flirts with other guys or misleads them... She can do what she wants, but, I'll be jealous
Hey, I'm a jealous guy... Am I the first? Am I the last? I heard a funny saying.. "Being jealous only means that your great" Or something like that
I'm an angry guy... I've tried help, but, it didnt help in the least, I tried reaching out to God, thats not helping... My hatred and mistrust only quells and grows, each day, for people, in general... I'm not proud of myself, nor am I proud of my fellow human
I seek dedication, in a relationship... I've never strayed, in my mind or my heart, in a loving relationship, yet... Its always been the female who lacked the sort of dedication in love I seek(Been cheated on behind my back, and was left for a crush on a "hot dj")
I hold great angst towards males, as, my WHOLE life, I was walked over by them, bullied by them, called every name in the book by them, they steal all my gfs, they dont even give one hoot if I'm the gal's bf, or not, they see me as easily stepped on, I have never been taken seriously from other guys, because I'm not built to the typical male mold, and because of that fact, I am also a blacksheep to almost every guy that has ever met me, guys live their lives around physical attraction(Is he cool enough to hang with me? Is she hot enough to fuck?) I could go on and on forever about the retardness of males, I'm not saying I'm right, but, everyone's got an opinion, right?
I DONT mind if you have man crush's, JUST DONT LET ME KNOW ABOUT THEM!!
I'll always be weary of guys around my gfs, unless THEY care enough to realize this and try to calm me of the notion(See guys dont do that, though, because, they dont want you being the bf, THEY want to be the bf, and you out of the picture altogether)
Whenever I've had a girl that was a close friend and she was dating a guy, at the time, I would make it an effort to let the guy know that he had nothing to fear from me, and that I wasn't ever gonna try and steal his gf, we're JUST friends, because thats what I would want, in return from other guys who were friend's with my gf... But, noone ever has... All they've EVER done is, come into the picture, and try to manipulate me out of the picture
I'm all lovey dovey until that first male comes trouncing into the picture, showing me no respect, not even acknowledging my status in the situation... I am nothing in their eyes, and, thus, they are even less, in mine
I'm a peachy guy to hang with, trust me... I am just going through another one of those times in my life where I feel like complete shit.. NOTHING IS GOING RIGHT
