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xAutumnx's blog: "Lessons"

created on 12/24/2008  |  http://fubar.com/lessons/b267467

Her world

Watching her world go round Her dreams cracking Her image shatters Her mind is racing Her heart is falling apart Watching her world go round Her eyes are soaked Her fears are becoming real Her love becomes hate Her body is a toy Watching her world go round Her time is wasted Her thoughts become torn Her head is cloudy Her hands are shaking Her world has stopped Her dreams come true Her image is beautiful Her mind is calm Her world has stopped Her heart is healed Her eyes are dry Her fears are not real Her body is hers Her world has stopped Her time is cherished Her thoughts are to believe Her head is clear Her hands are held She never thought That her own head Could be an illusion October 25, 2006

Just another night

You promised me something. That I thought I could believe Thinking my wish might..have come true That i wished on that late september nite Sitting outside wondering if you were looking at the same star I was... As I wait patiently as i promised I finally got my chance That late night talk I told you everything ..And you were thinking the exact same thing Or as i thought you did. I told you every drop of detail...that i had been waiting to express to you Laying so close to eachother we could feel the tension Those times we had caught eachother staring back My body shaking because i was so scared... to be so happy and to believe what you were saying I actually thought that i had finally got my wish That harmless kiss on the cheek That long stroke down my back Laying by the fire Not giving a thought to what other people had said once before Both of us saying never to leave eachothers side And to never look at someone else as you look at one another. I was so happy That night was the most amazing nite I thought maybe things would go wrong. But i had so much faith and prayers to what we had that nite I waited and I hoped, thought about you each day Your heart said one thing Your actions said another That nite was just another nite Just another story to tell A memory to have You looked at her the same way you looked at me How could you not see what was right in front of you I see what the nite was now it was just another lesson To make me see some wishes dont come true If you dont see whats really in front of your eyes. February 05, 2007

A Lesson

Some things are so hard to accomplish. So hard to have to tell yourself to man up. To trust those feelings you get, telling you dont do it. Masking yourself to look as stable as possible. To look like you dont give one bother to the world for what they did. Not to let others down because of your selfishness. Putting a smile on to hide your frown. Looking that person straight in the eye, and not letting your guard down to give them the satisfaction. Believing that your going to move on. Remember those good memories. And those bad memories. Forgiving but never forgetting. You thought you could never go on. And you did, with ease, and no mercy. Those sleepless nights, days of wondering, never knowing what was going to be thrown at you next. Taking what you hear, see, and experience. And looking at it as a lesson you learned. And that you will teach in the future. Finally you got your request. To feel the best you ever have in your life. Because you proved to yourself that you can get through anything even with someone you love very much and they and others dont even know it. You...yourself gave you to satisfaction of seeing that one person..feel ashamed and in loss of someone who they in the future will realize that they broke that one promise that could have made a difference. February 22, 2007
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