Bleh. I'm irked right now and I do not know if I have the right to be or not. Actually I know I have the right to be  and obviouslly this is some lesson the universe is putting me through right now. I may or may not have just lost Shayne again. However I have lost him before and survived. I have lost things much more valuable to me since then as well. I will get over it.

I am just tired of being hidden by people. I am perfect for private little intruiges, or drunken phone calls at midnight but it seems so many guys just do not want anyone else to know that they talk to me. I'm just freaking tired of it so I said something to him. He said he wants me to be honest so there it goes. I may also get ten kinds of shit over it but if he cannot be my friend then he is no loss.


Blogging is a release for me so I just had to get that out. I am seriouslly hoping for my friends to blind date me though at that point cause I needs some dating helps people. :-P

Anyways, How the hell are you folks?