I'm lost..I'm afraid...i don't know what to do
Whenever i try, i always fail
Just a different person, a different tale
Why try if you never succeed
It's like having a bloodless bleed
That person you live to find is just out of reach
To them you're just another person, worth no more than a leech
When you spend your whole life trying to grasp an illusion
Was it worth it all in the end when all you're left with is confusion
Fuck feelings and fuck individualism
The world should all be ran under fascism
I try and try harder to trick my mind
But it always turns out that it never gets left behind
There is no one to blame but myself
Since the only one who controls your whole life is yourself
I am in a dark, narrow box and I'm getting claustrophobic
I yell and scream until i become sick
Your memory intoxifies my soul and suffocates my mind
I'm afraid that i just lost what i didn't want to leave behind
I try to touch the untangeable and breathe in breathlessness
Fuck a dream, I'm tired of this
This is me, this is what i am
Anything else you thought I was is just a sham.
