I know that some of you think that I have forgotten about you. Well, that isn't the least little bit true! However, I have been going thru some things lately that take my attention. It's called Life. Between work and my Mom, I haven't had much time to do anything. My Mom has been in the hospital for 8 days so far this time. They think she may have cancer in her bladder, so that has me Effing freaking out! Since I lost my dad 15 months ago, my Mom has became my world. I am her care taker/nurse. PLUS I have another job to pay the bills. Gee, joy what an exciting world I live in! I guess it is normal to be worried about one's only surviving parent. Momma has been basically bed ridden for two years now. In those two years I have learned more about the world of medicine than I ever thought I wanted to know. However, I have actually grown up in those two years. Before hand I was a spoiled rotten b!tch, and I have no problems admitting it. Not only did I have ever thing in the material world I wanted I had both parents, my grandmother, my family, and my husband. Now? I have my Mother, some of my family, My best friend (who is like a sister to me), a few darn good friends, and a nice friendship with my husband (nope, we still aren't divorced).
When I first came to Fubar, I didn't think that I would like it. However, I was wrong. I have made some friendships that I hope will last a life time. Sure, I can be a bit B!tchy at times, but who can't? I am what I am. Either you love me or you hate me. I am actually kind of submissive at times, believe it or not. However, I will ALWAYS have my attitude.
Anyways, I just wanted to post something to let all of you know that I am thinking of you and I do love y'all!
Love,
CC
