Writing endless words
on pieces of paper
Sending them out in endless letters
wondering if you ever read them
or just see my name
on the envelope
and throw them away?
this is one you will read
see I canged my name
and my address
so you wouldn't recognize it
and i typed it
so my handwriting you wouldn't see
i haven't heard from you
in months
so i guess we're through
you grew tired of me and decided
to leave without any warning
or letters explaining
that you were leaving
what about all the fun
we had when we were together
we were so in love
or so i thought
so this is me now
hurt and broken
blinded by your love
at one time
yet since i don't have it
anymore im starting to see
through my own eyes
seeing how cold and heartless
you really are
i hope you know
that i hate you
for all the pain
that you've put me through
I never want to see you again
this will be my last words
ever to you
I hope you choke
when you're sucking someone else's love
like you did to me
i'm disapearing now
out of your life forever
if i ever see you again fucker
you can kiss my ass
goodbye.
08-12-04