LuCkYkRaSh's blog: "Krashes"

today would have been Ashleys 18th birthday. It seems so messed up how things can change so suddenly like that and mess up the entire way of things. I found out four days ago ... Chris and I are going to have a baby in december. Im so excited cause its been 5 1.5 year.

I have been going over and over it in my head... cause the damn thing still eckos.... Last night was crazy! Black Stone Cherry, Finger Eleven, and Hinder was all great........... they played long sets something very different from the first bands doing only one or two songs and then leave. Hinder did 14 songs, two were brand new... One he said just didnt make the first record and the second was going to be on the next one. The hardest part was standing 45 minutes in the cold with a skirt on because i spilled pop all over myself when we went to dinner. YEAH... that really fucking sucked...... as i reached for the cup the lid came off. :( After getting in we stood about 3 feet from the stage a really good spot considering it was a sold out show but it went down hill cause some drunk asshole started pushing people back and forth to get to the front and we wouldnt let him. He pushed so hard that he knocked people down. After I almost found the floor a cupple times and I wasnt close enough to knock the dumb fucker out, we left cause it hurt getting squished where you couldnt breath. 3 rows back from where we were people were just standing with enough elbow room and being considerate. I was hoping after the 4th security guard seen him do it they would have done someting so i didnt have to loose my spot for when hinder came on. My knee is just to weak to put up with the shit anymore. After Hinder was done as we were walking out Sarah had caught a drum stick from Black Stone Cherry's Drummer and I got it signed for her cause she was pushed away from us (and a little shy) I should have had the whole band sign it now .. damn me!!!!!! :( The concert lasted from 8 to about 1145. Im surprized that it didnt take us long to get out of the parking lot. :) although we had alot of people trying to be first and stupied cause while we were in the concert the roads refroze. We took Siz home and went and got the kids. I told mom she could trim their bangs but leave the rest alone and she didnt.. they look really bad cause now they have lines in their hair .. I was trying to let it grow out and now you can see their hole forhead. I thought she would just trim it so that its above their eyes so we dont have to listen to it for a little while. Oh well it will grow back its only hair. If you cant tell i had a really good time! ...... Thank you CHRISTOPHER

today has went really well so far. I came home from having a decent work day... although it could have been better. My arm was about to fall off after knocking free 20 plus tools 4 or 5 times over during the night but hey thats work .. :) Chris and I talked and are still talking about all different kinds of things. Tonight is the hinder concert hopefully it will be good. TO the SPECIAL FRIEND that isnt talking to me now for SOMETHING I DIDNT DO... I STILL LOVE YOU!

Another normal day at work. It was busy night but also depressing. Its hard to stay awake with little sleep as I was up till about 130ish yesturday. Im going to have to stay up a little while today cause i have to make more phone calls. I hope my tax return comes soon so that i can pay off some people and hopefully have enough left over to do some things I have put off ........... too bad its such a long wait......... Dont know what else to say so i guess ill get off here .. have a good day... @

ever wished for one person you could show your true self to, someone you could tell every little thing and not worry that they would run and tell someone else? Or use what was said against you later when you needed them to stand by your side? me too. It seems my hole family thinks im a fuck up, that my life is a fuck up. That im fake. That i have alot of baggage and mental. That i cant do nothing for myself. That im so jelouse of everyone elses move. I guess no one knows what its like to be the me but they sure like to place blame then they wonder why im not open.

GOD DAMN SNOW I freakn hate the snow and we got about 8 inches last night on top of the ice that was finally melting the week before this... I was just starting to get used to driving on that now i cant see where the damn yard ends and street begains... I already had to work this saturday to make up for being gone next thursday.... I might miss tonight because of the snow ... :( ......... so that means i will have to work next week for make up time and not overtime. Its toooooo COLD ... I thought OHIO would keep there damn mess but i guess they just had to send their love in a totally fucked up way!!!!!!!!!!!! Sence i wont be able to go to the dentist till the 6th of february dealing with the pain is going to suck! ... I wish i would have just shut the fuck up and had my dentist take them out. I guess i thought it would be fun last night to kick the coffie table and broke my middle toe.... YEAH .. why the hell didnt i watch where my big ass feet were going? I guess i was in to much of a hurry to watch Miami Vice (the movie).... That will teach me! Cause today it hurts like hell..................... The movie was pretty good. Ive always had a crush on Colin Farrell. Anyways hope your weekend went better then mine! :) Ready to get this month over with ... Oh yeah one last thing ... BEARS WIN SUPERBOWL 2K7!

I Owe My Mother 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about STAMINA. "You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone." 11 My mother taught me about WEATHER. "This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it." 12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY. "If I told you once, I've told you a million times. Don't exaggerate!" 13. My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE. "I brought you into this world, and I can take you out." 14. My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION. "Stop acting like your father!" 15. My mother taught me about ENVY. "There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't have wonderful parents like you do." 16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION "Just wait until we get home." 17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING "You are going to get it when you get home!" 18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE. "If you don't stop crossing your eyes, they are going to get stuck that way." 19. My mother taught me ESP. "Put your sweater on; don't you think I know when you are cold?" 20. My mother taught me HUMOR. "When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don't come running to me" 21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT. "If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up." 22. My mother taught me GENETICS. "You're just like your father." 23. My mother taught me about my ROOTS. "Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a barn?" 24. My mother taught me about WISDOM. "When you get to be my age, you'll understand." And my favorite: 25. My mother taught me about JUSTICE. "One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love t o talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and gre at achievements involve great risk. FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze. SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: R espect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions. EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship. NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice. TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.

1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in the process. Cuss. 12) Crawl out from under car to wipe hot oil off of face and arms. Throw kitty litter on spilled oil. 13) Have another beer while watching oil drain. 14) Spend 30 minutes looking for oil filter wrench. 15) Give up; crawl under car and hammer a screwdriver through oil filter and twist off. 16) Crawl out from under car with dripping oil filter splashing oil everywhere from holes. Cleverly hide old oil filter among trash in trash can to avoid environmental penalties. Drink a beer. 17) Install new oil filter making sure to apply a thin coat of oil to gasket surface. 18) Dump first quart of fresh oil into engine. 19) Remember drain plug from step 11. 20) Hurry to find drain plug in drain pan. 21) Drink beer. 22) Discover that first quart of fresh oil is now on the floor. Throw kitty litter on oil spill. 23) Get drain plug back in with only a minor spill. Drink beer. 24) Crawl under car getting kitty litter into eyes. Wipe eyes with oily rag used to clean drain plug. Slip with stupid crescent wrench tightening drain plug and bang knuckles on frame removing any excess skin between knuckles and frame. 25) Begin cussing fit. 26) Throw stupid crescent wrench. 27) Cuss for additional 5 minutes because wrench hit bowling trophy. 28) Beer. 29) Clean up hands and bandage as required to stop blood flow. 30) Beer. 31) Dump in five fresh quarts of oil. 32) Beer. 33) Lower car from jack stands. 34) Move car back to apply more kitty litter to fresh oil spilled during steps any missed steps. 35) Beer. 36) Test drive car. 37) Get pulled over: arrested for driving under the influence. 38) Car gets impounded. 39) Call loving wife, make bail. 40) 12 hours later, get car from impound yard. Money spent: Parts $50.00 DUI $2500.00 Impound fee $75.00 Bail $1500.00 Beer $20.00 Total -- $4,145.00 But you know the job was done right!

Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee. 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change $20.00 Coffee $1.00 Total $21.00