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This year has gone by so quickly. In this year, I have grown and learn much. At 51 I think I have learned more in that year then any other. Between God and I, I think we achieved quite a bit. But as the old saying goes...it's a work in progress until He takes us home. As a few of you know, That nearly happened back in March for me. Yes it would have been a privledge and a pleasure for me if it had, but I was not ready, it was not my time. Because of this, I have gained so much...I have quit smoking both weed and cigarettes. I have learned how to eat healthy and i am walking everyday. I also rea;ize how much of a materialist I was. I was out of work and the bills were more then my Husband's check could handle. So I sat down with my jewelry box and prayed. I took all my sparklies to the antique jeweler and sold them...I cried. But, I wanted my home more.The money was enough to hold things tight till my disability insurance kicked in...3 months later due to red tape. God has bless Me and my family a thousand fold since then. I also found a true friend and mentor on few that has help me find the real Kim, that is worth so much more then pretty things. Given all that, my body is healing. All my blood levels are normal with the exception of my thyroid which will likely never be normal, due to my genetics. But daying all that I am still short and chubby. In 2015 I intend to step it up. Eating well and excersise is obviously not enough. I am eating to much of the healthy stuff. I have a lot of work to do. Loosing weight because of a food addiction is harder the quitting smoking any day. Ypu have to eat you dont have to smoke. I have been a big little girl all my adult life. I am 5'1"and I weigh 225. LOL I'm not fat I'm under tall. LOL But seriously, this has got to change. I have asthma and it has gotten harder and harder to breath. I do not like the medication required to control it because it makes me nervous and jittery. Another problem I have is a naval hernia, this make sit ups and squats impossible to do without pain...My near death last year was due to blood clots in my lungs. I am finaally off the blood thinning medication given when I was diagnosed. This is a blessing because It made me feel so bad. I will succeed in my goal to loose weight. You are my friend there is NOTHING you can do for me. But I do need your encouragement. Stop and chat with me ask me how its going...keep me in your thoghts keep me in your prayers. Check on me. Life is to short not to be able to breath or walk without swelling. I've been truely blessed. Thank you all for being my friends. My vow to you in 2015 is to be a better friend to you. Happy New Year my fu-friends...I liove you.
