Should I do whatever it takes to see my daughter whille on leave?
Even if the consequences mean I have to bring out the scariest side of me!!
The parts of me I try not to show anyone.
The person who doesn't care about what gets in his way "The Beast Within"
Or should just expect that there nothing I can do without the courts?
But I grow weary of all the things I have missed and upset by what I will.
Should I be angry at myself for not marrying the mother at the time I loved
And for some odd reason still love unimaginable, but why?
Even after all the lies and just really dumb shit that has been said.
Should I do the smart but time consuming court order.
It seems to be so many choices and so few answers to help me.
So ask again Should I?
