it was a sunday... i was ten years old..... she died April 12, 1987
my dad and brother found her that way... i was at church... they say funerals are
for the dead.. i feel they are more for the living. it was the first funeral i can
really remember. she was wearing yellow... she looked so beautiful.
i was close to my grandma KAY. i love her dearly. over the years ive had the
same dream not the same but pretty close.. theres a phone ringing, i pick it up
and its my grandma, im talking to her, asking her where she is? ill come and get
her.. im telling her i thought she was dead.. and shes telling me thats silly... and
the call ends. sometimes i wake up crying, i miss her so much...
a couple weeks ago, out of know were i called my Aunt Sylvia, to ask about
turtles.. my aunt tells me that my other Aunt (Winnie) was in surgery and she
went flat line. Aunt Winnie said she had an out of body experience, she said she
saw grandma KAY and my Dad..... Winnie said they were side by side holding
eachothers hand... it wasn't Winnies time to go.... im glad my Aunt Winnie is
doing well and nothing negative happened to her. the posative thing that did
happen was she saw my Dad and Grandma KAY.
i know the dead watch over the living, i also know how much i miss the
dead... my grandma was like my best friend, i spent lots of time with her...
some family members tell me i remind them of grandma Kay, i guess my
behavior and such.... i think thats super cool...
this is for you grandma.........
I LOVE YOU. I MISS YOU SOMETHING FIERCE. I KNOW YOU CHECK UP ON ME FROM TIME TO TIME. YOU WHERE TAKEN AWAY FOR ME WHEN I WAS SO YOUNG... BUT YOU REMAIN WITH ME FOR MY LIFE TIME.... I WILL SEE YOU AGIAN... HUGS AND KISSES......
