I'm half the woman I used to.........................
I think I should start a fire and let all the emotions catch a flame like thing's that were said makes you want to steal all this living is making me realize all I have is time so what am I going to do with the rhymes.
The peace I've found today made me grit my teeth with the pain that was swallowed
when can I be let back in, just want to start again...The start that has no end........I'll keep on singing till they let me out
The one love that makes it easier on you is the hardest to keep remember that.....The one love you get you have to care for it......I feel I've been a disappointment sometimes I get bad tastes in my mouth from the lack of what my crazy and seemingly self destructive life I used to live
if we drug it out into the light would it be the same would I be one or would I need to be carried off into a brighter notation of this
love is a temple only if I could enter it
all I've got is hurt and its hard to see past that cold hard steel cage that entangles you in the pain and the misery of things you should have but are just out of your reach, please carry me I seem strong but I need a support from time to time, dare to love me I say not to walk through fire I know what your heart desires
so when you see my reflection in that watery abyss realize that I'll sail through it all to make a smile come from those lips.....I'm never afraid of changes I welcome them, but I need some one to welcome them with me, are you him?
When it's all been done when the aqua sea foam shame comes to surface I wont have the time write nor the right to apologize for my life.... Memories tend to bleach it all away,those sweet bitter words that ring so true along I break but I will never bother you is so afflictive.
So when I feel ambitious, and when my friend lonesome is the only one there....I wonder why I love everything when all things seem so perfect and my voice is as sweet as salt I sing to the top of my lungs.....But things can and do inevitably change
All you can do is be yourself....No matter how much you hide and pray....When you pray like a pagan remember heavens dead. When you kill the pain and you drown in the silence, when you swear to the kill the pain and try to run away remember your never beside yourself and you create the pain
boy I want to lick your heart and taste your health........
The first snow of the season always gets me I'll lay there in the field and dream bout the future that can be made, then I still can see myself breathing out a hope for the better future to come. How good are those memories we made that make polo raids in my head remember the same after it rains for it's gone, we are all rebellious but that makes us all the same... Those classrooms I never attended were the shipwrecks of a blissful Caribbean night, I've found my buried treasure.......
And only the best of friendship make that empty hourglass worth taking back....
What will you do when I decide to break and fall to the ground when it seems I wont take anymore will you turn your back on me and break me down more....Or will you carry me, so when I come to fight for the rest of my life of oblivious love,I don't need much, when all I want is you, will you let me be myself.... When I've found myself will you break that down or cradle me. So redundant at times...........
When will I be finished with the wreckage of killing myself when will I want no more then you can give just don't break me down....I don't think I can bare that actuality. When I go some where in my dreams to find my peace of mind when I apprehend this blight is when I cry with the dying trees... My soul tends to be very bitter and surprising sweet. The longest December I think you would forgive me.
All we need is a bottle of tequila and the walk up that sand covered hill.....
I get happy when I talk to you. When ugliness clings to me and I cant wash it away this clay casket I'm sitting in just breaks away at the emotive of the spring driven right of autumn when I'm not sad I'm just missing you.
When nothing breaks me when nothing fazes me I can't help but try to cry my eyes out, no dream or chimera stops that reiteration over and over again in the sad trials of mental crazed bleeding from my brain.... No one will break me nothing will make me give up even when I give everything I need and own....
When I feel I just can't go I decide to take one last ride.... All the things in my life are there for altitudinous sacrifice.... I'll never give up my chance to look to my shadow side... But the more I know the less I don't want to go with out you.... Ignorance is bliss when you can turn the dirt into joy... Step up to sing it out it all go hand in hand..... Make a point that has no sense make a smile when it's tense when the covers tend to smother out the light burn the brightest light....... And at the time nothing else matters the timing will be just right the money will be well spent, I'll always be burnt and never broken I'll fall to far from the grace that was lost, when you feel it's toy soldier's that have become the trees when the blade never goes in deep enough you can realize then its all been a dream..... When the games that are played are just a care for what you know I've become I feel undone..
