Barry McCociner's blog: "Lately..."

So here's whats up. I know everyone hates blah blah blah Debbie Downer shit. But just needed to vent a little. As much as I've been down lately, I've came to realize, that it's time I just do me and make myself happy for once. Although making others happy is what makes me happy, it seems that I'm not given a chance to do that. So in turn, its time to just focus on me and attempt to just make myself happy. 

Seems that those that say they're there anytime I might need them, in fact are rarely able to be found. Also, seems like they could care less. But when Im not able to be there for them, then Im the biggest asshole in the world. I try to be there for others as much as possible, but just seems it isnt enough. Would be nice for once for someone to stay true to their word. I can only do so much, and if its not good enough, then Im sorry. 

But with that all said, there's only one thing left to say really. Either you're a part of the process or you're not. It's up to you.