babydoll's blog: "Random thoughts"

Well today is one of those days I just wanna give up and not vare. I"m sick of feeling like in i'm this by myself. I"m not sure why  nobody seems to care how recent events effect me. I have what I hope to be the one great love I'm supposed tospend the rest of my life trying to keep. HE's everything I could want most days and well everything I don't on others. We have an amazing family but he had to leave us for awhile for stupid work and nows when the questions begin. I'm always been sure of our future and out lives together but  i"m not so sure now. Can someone that always liked to run around and sleep around really be happy with someone like me? Can the trust and faith  that I"ve always had be enough to hld us together while we're apart.  I know that somewhere in some ways  he would never hurt us but  things just aren't right and i"m not sure what to do anymore. well I'm goin on and on about me ad mycraziness so for now i'll say farwell and I hope everyone keeps smiling and  and enjoys the life they're given hugs kisses and cookies