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hey everyone,in case you're wondering my name is Basil,if you have read my profile you know that i have been fighting cancer for a pretty longtime now.Today May 30th,marks the very LAST day of radiation for me.I am fine,i have an unbelieveable support group,my friends,my family doesnt know im sick(ish)they know i was sick before but they dont know it came back,i have been going to radaition then going to work ,for child protective services,and my nite job as a bartender.thru all this my friends have saved my life,this is basically for them so i can say thank you for saving me.so many times i couldnt get out of bed,no desire to open my eyes anymore and my friends got me to.living a normal life is the most important thing to me,if for a moment i stop and think i cant do somthing because im sick,it goes down hill from there.the excruciating agonizing pain we go thru while having this is something i cant explain,thank god(or what or who ever)for music and cheesecake,LOL,i still laugh as though im severely stoned,cause i have to.it makes me feel better when i see someone smiling when they hear me laughing like a moron,lol,it makes me not think,the last thing i want to do anymore is think,when i think things start going in a dark and not good place,so i always keep my mind going and watching funny movies or tv.i guess im putting this out there,cause im tired of holding it in,but trying to protect people was winding up making me sicker.so if anyone reads this and feels a little better,lets cheers to that.Again DO NOT!!!!!!!!worry about me,i have more faith and hope thn i know what to do with.thanks again to my friends and fam here on fubar,it means alot to have you,even if ive never met u lol.light and love!!!!!!!!!!!!
