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lighturfir's blog: "just thoughts"

created on 02/09/2011  |  http://fubar.com/just-thoughts/b339397

once

I have nothing left anymore
i just dont see why i do this
but i continue to do so
a girl entered my life long ago
we sheared such love for each other
in a seccond it was all but a memorry

just another memorry to add to my colection
i broke her...broke her life..her heart..her hopes..her love for me
she broke my trust..my love..my heart..
i have no one to blame this time but myself..
i carry it
always..
sometimes i wish to speak to her..tell her the things i still hide from her and everyone.

i told her everything i could..my deepest darkest secrets, no one has ever heard.
she was my hope in life.
still i stay awake hoping she is safe..i know she is
she has a life of her own..happily married.
i stay in the dark just as i always have
alone..just like i want it, cold...dark...nothing to hurt me but myself.

to me she was my light
to her i will always be..

nightskye..

im sorry...you know who you are...and yet...you will never see this.

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