Ya know it's bad when ya get to that point when ya can't even make sense of the thoughts goin through ur own head. I try soooo hard to be strong for everyone round me but maybe it's time i admit i'm not super woman anymore. I just feel sooooo lost n confused these days n dunno wtf to do bout it. I know i have ppl close to me i could talk to but hell what do i say when i can't even make sense of the shit.
In bout a week from today is my middle son's bday n knowin the fact that i'm not even gonna get to talk to him cause of his fk head father just kills me. I feel like the worst person in the world.