wb was born jan 25 of 2001 two weeks old i take him to the dr office he is not well the dr put him in the hospitl folks its rsv as a new mom i was scared for my little guy three days later they flew him to cable hungiton hospital the flight dr says they dont think he will make the flight omg iam in a panick me my mom and sister drives as fast as we can to cabel i dont know if my little boy will be there when i arrive i get there the dr makes me wait he is in critcilal oh god i thought no please dont take him 22 hour later they call for me iam tremblin is my baby boy ok i go in to see him looks like a horror flick tubes every where what the hell the dr comes in and says he is alive just a machine is keepin him alive i srceam why will he be ok i fall to my knees beggin god please dont take him please the dr takes me out of the room he explains that i have to be strong for j and me losin it willnot help but all i think you dont know what iam feelin omg they say he will be ok they dont know if he will be a normal little boy or not 22 days later the dr says mom we are gonn take him off the life support that has kept him alive all i can do is hope he will start breathin on his own iam real scared but i know he will be ok iam holdin him as he awakes he moves omg i holler dr he moved they said yes we knew he would be alright now my son is 9 years old healthy cant even tell he was on the brink of death i love you j always remeber i love you mommy loves you