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sassybbw's blog: "freakydeaky"

created on 01/30/2007  |  http://fubar.com/freakydeaky/b50050

just talking

I HAVE BEEN SITTING HERE ALL DAY THINKING ABOUT THINGS THAT MAYBE I CAN'T CONTROL BUT FOR SOME REASON THEY ARE ON MY MIND. FIRST AND FOREMOST THERE IS THIS GUY THAT I WAS SEEING FOR A WHILE AND HE JUST STARTING THE LOVE WORD TO SOON FOR ME AND I FREAKED AND RAN. PLUS HE WANTED TO GET RID OF ALL MY MALE FRIENDS BECAUSE HE WAS JEALOUS. WELL I DON'T SEE THE NEED FOR ME TO GET RID OF FRIENDS FOR ANYONE. THEY WERE THERE BEFORE AND HOPEFULLY THEY WILL BE THERE LONG AFTER HIM. BUT WITH THIS PROBLEM I STARTED THINKING AM I JUST NOT INTO RELATIONSHIPS BECAUSE I SEEM TO RUN EVERYTIME ANYTHING STARTS TO GET SERIOUS. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY BUT I DO. I MEAN I JUST DON'T THINK I AM READY TO BE TIED DOWN TO ANYONE BUT MOST PEOPLE MY AGE (30) ARE ALREADY MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS BUT ME I AM NOT LOOKING TO EVEN FIND SOMETHING TO SERIOUS. I JUST THINK THAT I AM SCARED BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY. I JUST THINK THAT I AM LOSING MY MIND. I AM A SHY FEMALE AND IF YOU HAVE SEEN MY PICS YOU PROBABLY DON'T BELIEVE THAT BUT I AM. I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO BE ABLE TO GET ME OUT OF THE SHELL I AM IN AND MAYBE JUST BE THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED THEM. WHY DO WE HAVE TO RUIN THINGS WITH THROWING IN THE WORD LOVE? I WAS TOLD ONCE THAT THERE REALLY IS NO SUCH THING CALLED LOVE YOU JUST FIND SOMEONE THAT IS LIKE YOUR BEST FRIEND AND THAT IS WHO YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH. I AM NOT SO SURE THAT IS TRUE EITHER. I AM JUST A CONFUSED FEMALE THAT IS TRYING TO FIGURE THINGS OUT. I HOPE I CAN FIGURE THEM OUT SOON BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW I MIGHT MISS OUT ON SOMETHING SPECIAL.
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