Just SomeDude's blog: "just stuff"

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...
When you refused to fight

So save your breath I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
My own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I wont listen to your shame
You ran away you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know

If you still care, don't ever let me know... 

I move on like a sinners prayer 
I let go like a levee breaks 
Walk away as if I don't care 
Learn to shoulder my mistakes 
I'm built to fade like your favorite song 
Gettin' reckless when there's no need 
Laugh as your stories ramble on 
Break my heart, but it won't bleed 
My only friends are pirates 
That's just who I am 
But I'm better as a memory than as your man 

Never sure when the truth won't do 
I'm pretty good on a lonely night 
I move on the way a storm blows through 
And never stay, but then again, I might. 
I struggle sometimes to find the words 
Always sure until I doubt 
Walk a line until it blurs 
Buildin' walls too high to climb out 
But I'm honest to a fault 
That's just who I am 
I'm better as a memory than as your man 

I see you leaning, you're bound to fall 
I don't want to be that mistake 
I'm just a dreamer and nothing more 
You should know it before it gets too late 

Cause goodbyes are like a roulette wheel 
You never know where they're gonna land 
First you're spinning, then you're standing still 
Left holding a losing hand 
But one day you're gonna find someone 
And right away you'll know it's true 
That all of your seekin's done 
It's just a part of the passing through 
Right there in that moment 
You'll finally understand 
That I was better as a memory than as your man 
Better as a memory than as your man