untoldtruth's blog: "just something i wrote"

Mirror There is a girl sitting at a table Far away from everyone Hiding behind a pile of books No matter what way she moves or screams Nobody really looks As she watches her surroundings She easily and quickly slits her wrists Poor girl in a miserable life With miserable people Not knowing what to do On a day to day basis As she continues to watch The motion around She cuts til the bleed comes To an easy flow She sits at the edge of the table At this point not knowing What to do The little girl gets scared Of what she might see Cause the little girls reflection In the mirror is me

A friend like you no one can replace you know your limits and when i need space I've been betrayed by a few but after some months i knew you we're true theres not everyday you find a friend like that's down no matter what happens she'll stay around we have disagreements but we can work it out because of you i know what a true friendship is about boy issues your there to give me advice bad hair day you try and make me look nice family issues you can relate we have our moments we debate I wanted to let you know this because your very true no one can replace a friend like a friend like you!!!!

Friends for life We will always be friends for life no matter. we will always count on each other when we need each other the most,, i know that we can't see each other every day but we will be friends until the end and i can count on you when i am sad or happy,, i know when you are around the world doesn't look the same. so guess what we will be friend until the end of time

Best Friends Love GROWS and fades New friends are made But I'll always be here for you Nothing can take that away I'll be here for you Through thick and thin Good times && bad I'll be the sister you wish you had I'll be your shoulder to cry on I'll be your best friend until the very end

Love... I Just Can't Explain Love is deeper than those three little words Words so simple, but seem to melt your heart The ones that can keep you flying high When the two of you must be apart But its also those three little words That keep between two, a bond so strong When days apart seem like eternity To keep alive a love for the one we long When we were together your eyes did the talking I always felt the passion and love you had for me The depth of this fantasy when you gave me a hug While your heart was racing as you held me tightly Love is a sweet gesture much beyond words Like having dinner together or sharing a cup of coffee Cuddling close together while you nibble on my ear When you stop in your tracks to give a smile so sexy But when everything has vanished and simply no more What still lingers to remind me that you're still there It's not an act of greed but a desire of my heart To continuously remind me that you still care You're the one I think of among my daily routine It seems like eternity when I don't hear from you No matter how busy, I always find the time Cause I'm in love and curious what your upto I guess I'm selfish because I need to hear from you To read romantic words or simply hear your voice But I've also recognized that this distance continues to grow Even though you love me, that happened to be your choice Every once in awhile we do get time together And it feels so magical to once again be in your arms But its not the same, you have changed so very much And I really miss your amazing addicting charm I don't doubt your love but have a question for you You used to express deep love and lust daily You needed me so much you told me over and over again What has happened now, where is that passion for me. Please don't lead me on if desires have begun to fade Treasure times we had together, my heart will forever do Just remove the silence and say something, yet remember That no matter what, I will forever be madly in love with you

Sometimes I catch you looking Across the room at me You think I never notice You think I never see I wonder what you're thinking When your eyes meet mine I know you'll never tell me So just give me a sign We get on all right as friends We talk on MSN at night I wonder if someday I'll tell you In the dark you are my light I wonder about what's happening This feelings very wierd It's happening against my will Exactly what I feared I wonder if you notice And if you will ever see I wonder if you'll realise That we are meant to be

At Last At last, when all the summer shine That warmed life's early hours is past, Your loving fingers seek for mine And hold them close—at last—at last! Not oft the robin comes to build Its nest upon the leafless bough By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,— But you, dear heart, you love me now. Though there are shadows on my brow And furrows on my cheek, in truth,— The marks where Time's remorseless plough Broke up the blooming sward of Youth,— Though fled is every girlish grace Might win or hold a lover's vow, Despite my sad and faded face, And darkened heart, you love me now! I count no more my wasted tears; They left no echo of their fall; I mourn no more my lonesome years; This blessed hour atones for all. I fear not all that Time or Fate May bring to burden heart or brow,— Strong in the love that came so late, Our souls shall keep it always now!

Why Do I Feel So Sad? Friends we've been for so long Now true colors are showing Makes me wanna cry oh yes it does Cuz I had to say goodbye By now I should know That in time things would change So it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad How can I adjust To the way that things are going It's killing me slowly Oh I just want it to be how it used to be Cuz I wish that I could stay But in time things must change So it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad You cannot hide the way you feel inside I realize Your actions speak much louder than words So tell me why oh By now I should know that That in time things would change So it shouldn't be it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad By now I should know That in time things must change So it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad By now by now I should know That in time things must grow And I had to leave you behind So why do I feel so sad If it couldn't be that bad Tell me why By now I should know That in time things would change So it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad

Mmmhmm, bye, bye How do you love someone That hurts you oh so bad With intentions good Was all he ever had But how do I let go when I've Loved him for so long and I've Given him all that I could Maybe love is a hopeless crime Giving up what seems your lifetime What went wrong with something once so good How do you find the words to say To say goodbye If your heart don't have the heart to say To say goodbye I know now I was naïve Never knew where this would lead And I'm not trying to take away From the good man that he is But how do I let go when I've Loved him for so long and I've Given him all that I could Was it something wrong that we did Because others infiltrated What went wrong with something once so good How do you find the words to say To say goodbye If your heart don't have the heart to say To say goodbye Is this the end are you sure How should you know when you've never been here before It's so hard to just let go When this is the one and only love I've ever known So how do you find the words to say To say goodbye If your heart don't have the heart to say To say goodbye

Denial Act like a friend to my face Turn around and nothings a disgrace Tell your friends you're the best In the end you're like all the rest The lesson to be learned Which you cannot see Blinded by your senseless mind The truth crosses your eyes Making fun of those not around Shit hitting to the ground Tell me one thing to my face Than say it's all a waste Life full of lies Tricking of minds Your lack of will Denial Seeing through you Pointless and hopeless Shows you have no life Denial Pray for your hope Cry for your lies But yet your have been Denied Wasting your breath Explain to your friends You put nothing on me But for hate to yourself Breakdown your life Open your eyes Your weak and pathetic For your will always be Denied