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"The Heart of Me"

Watchin the fires burn, lessons learned.
Bruises on my spirit & dents on my chin,
I'll never let anybody get close to me again.
Friends we can be but nothing more
I can't take the risk of not knowing what's in-store
Romantic solitude will become a daily routine
Think what you want but I'm only protecting me

I've made my attempts, only to be dealt cards of contempt.
I want someone to marry me, take care of me & bury me,
but these days that kind of love is a rarity.
I wanna be the one that makes love work,
Leaving the house with a kiss goodbye & these words

"If I let night fall on ya'll without a phone call, then something must have went wrong"
J.D.L 2010

a poem

Everyday is a struggle, every minutes a curse
Watching my world collapse, shit can't get any worse.
I've gone from the bottom to the top,
Only to fall to an abrupt stop.
This lesson's been the straw to break the camel's back
There isn't an ounce of fight left to get back on track

Some say I'm giving up, I say I've had enough
Look down your nose is disgust
Do as you feel, but for me I believe this is a must.
How can I fight for anything when there's nothing left to fight for?
How can I move forward when all gears are stripped?
How do you climb out of a bottomless pit?

Everyday is a curse, every minute's struggle
Since the day I was born, my pops would tell you I'm trouble.
I try to steer clear of everything that causes pain
I try to move forward but feel it's all in vain

What's left to achieve when true happiness falls into the abyss?
Where is there to go when the streets is the only place you've called home?
I've made my attempts to pursue my dreams
I just hope my children understand that life ain't always what it seems.
And, my final hope for my precious three, is that they know exactly how much they mean to me.

                                      J.D.L. 2010

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