Sonya's blog: "Just Random Thoughts!"

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I had my gall bladder removed last tuesday (dec 18th) they kept me in the hospital overnight cause i was nauseous. Its been 10 days now and Im still nauseous, I get sick to my stomach. I cant eat, I try but the most I can get down is a couple of bites. Whats Wrong???? Is this normal???? Just when I thought I was feeling better this starts. I dont know what to do, Ive called the ER and talked to a Dr he said that some people stay nauseous for a long time, is this really what I have to look forward to? If I would have known that I would never have gotten it removed. I had to cancel my follow up appt cause of the weather, I go back next week...im hoping I will be better by that time but I dont know. I thought I was feeling better yesterday but I woke up this morning sick to my stomach again!!! This is getting old....please if anyone has any advice please let me know....Thanks

Well I had to spend the night in the hospital, I came home Wednesday night. I was so ready to come home. But I started thinking maybe it might have been better to have stayed cause Wednesday night about 10 o clock I started getting really sick. I have been in so much pain the last few days its unbelievable. I have a high tolerance for pain but this has had me in tears, but the good news is im feeling a lot better today. Thank all of you for the get well wishes, I love all my fufriends and i have missed everyone. I figured I would get on here this morning and give everyone an update on how Im doing. Im about to go back to bed and get some more rest, hopefully Ill be back tonight...if not just so all of you know you are in my thoughts. Hugs, Love and Kisses

Well my surgery is scheduled for tomorrow, I have to be there at 7:30am. Ive been looking forward to this day but dreading it too. Ive been looking forward to it cause hopefully I will feel better in the long run. Ive been dreading it cause its surgery, they are going to cut my body open and theres no telling what could happen. I have pretty much had nightmares for the past 2 weeks, hopefully after tomorrow that will all be behind me. If Im not able to get on the internet when I come home my friends doughboy and mom will know how Im doing cause they will be the first 2 people that I call when Im capable. Here are the links to their pages if you want to check on how im doing. Doughboy~Bartender for Jens BBW Fortress~Broken Angel's Fuhusband

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@ fubar See Everyone in a couple of days!!!!!

I am a new member of The Sisterhood, a great group of women here on fubar. They are holding a contest and I really really want to win lol.
The contest is to see who can bring in the most new sisters into our family. Please do this for me and trust me you wont regret it.
They have a lounge for women only, so if you ever have a problem or your just tired of men in these other lounges hitting on you or just being buttheads come join us!!!
Just remember to mention my name...be sure to tell them Broken sent you. Just go to this blog and leave a comment telling the owner you want to sign up for the sisterhood. Trust me you will be glad you did. Just copy and paste this link: http://www.fubar.com/blog/159908/623368
Contest starts tonight Friday December 7th @ 7 pm and will end Thursday December 20th @ 11 pm est.
SO PLEASE COME HELP ME OUT...AFTER YOU GET SIGNED UP LEAVE ME A MESSAGE IN THE SHOUTBOX OR FUMAIL TO LET ME KNOW YOU DID.

THANKS this is brought to you by me!!!!
Broken~Bartender @Jens BBW Fortress~Fuwifey to Doughboy~Nails Stalker~Member of the Sisterhood

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MySpace Countdowns and MySpace Layouts from MakeYourSpace.com Yep the countdown has begun lol....for what you may ask....for my surgery. Finally I breathe a sigh of relief. I have dealt with this damn gall bladder...well all my life but it started acting up on me about 6 months ago...its been hell. Not being able to keep anything down and just feeling like crap all the time has gotten old. Wish me luck all....hugs and kisses to my friends...happy holidays and merry christmas!!

Doughboy~Bartender for Jens BBW Fortress~Broken Angel's Fuhusband

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There are quite a few people that are special to me here on fubar, but this guy is the most special one by far. He has been there for me when I have needed him. He always knows how to make me laugh and smile when i dont want to. Please go show him some fulovin, hes been stuck on the same level for quite some time now. I dont know how else to repay him for all that he means to me.

Love and Friendship Love is like the wild rose-briar, Friendship like the holly-tree— The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms But which will bloom most constantly?
The wild-rose briar is sweet in the spring, Its summer blossoms scent the air; Yet wait till winter comes again And who will call the wild-briar fair?
Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now And deck thee with the holly's sheen, That, when December blights thy brow, He may still leave thy garland green.

Every night, when I lay me down to sleep, I want to reach over, to feel your lips so sweet. Although I know I cannot be there, You will always keep me from having any fear. The sheets are very cold; I feel like I'm in a huge hole. What if we never meet? Would my life be any better yet? I long for the day we lock eyes; I want you to be surprised. As much as you may imagine what I'll be, I can only be me. So every night, when I lay me down to sleep, You are in my mind with me. And right before I fall asleep, I wish upon that star for you to be with me.

Thinking Of You by Sea_of_okc ok in my case change girl to boy lol I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does she think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a girl I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you

Love On The Internet by Dove Though I wasn't looking for anyone new, One day I got e- mail and in it was you. Charming, sensitive and so debonair, I strongly resisted it go anywhere. But letters and stories captured my heart, Filled me with passion almost from the start. Love on the Internet, how could it be? These things just don't happen to people like me. But doves and butterflies flew into our lives, Carrying messages we could not deny. Each person has meaning and love to express, And we could deny our hearts nothing less. It's a beautiful love that has grown between us, Something beyond any words we discuss. Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such, Far down to our souls, beyond human touch. My love's not confined by what it can see, I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream. Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear, "Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear." It's the soul that captures God's love in a way That eternally melts hearts together to stay. Fused and sealed forever as one, Love has its way and new life is begun.