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What are you waiting for?
I was bored and feeling sappy, sue me :P
can't have what i want, so i sit back and dream
the type of love i've never had, have only seen
it was never within my grasp, never reached far enough
thought a few mite have loved me, had to call they bluff
guess being me isn't everything someone could ask for
feel i give all of me but they always want a lil more
go on ignore, block out my hurt feelings and use the door
try to escape myself for my own sanity's sake
nothing left to stay for once the heart breaks
always starts with heartache, ends with a weak mindstate
question myself on just how much more i can take
sit back contemplate, this couldn't have all been on me
maybe you never were happy and misery wanted company
so please pardon me for loving my ignorant bliss
and confusing loving touches of lips with a goodbye kiss
***chorus***
can't find love, and heart to hidden for love to find me
conflicted stance i take with love and what i want it to be
do i only want love right now just cus i'm lonely
or do i truly want love so i can finally see what it does to me
how would i act if i could have true love for just one day
would i still be the sarcastic person i became or put it away today
become a loving caring person who only wants to listen to a heartbeat
while we lay under the sheets and my head's on your chest as you hold me
run my hands thru your hair until you fall asleep in my arms
love the feeling you have that as long as you're there you're safe from harm
could i really be like that? or would i not know how to act?
ruin sweet moments by being a smartass sayin somethin sarcastic
see you react by pushing me off asking why i gotta be like that
altercation leads to us play fighting, gotta love the foreplay
hold you down and ask if you really mind the words i say
the look in your eyes tells me everything before your mouth does
caress the side of your face, kiss you and pray nothing comes between us
is that what true love is? if so i feel i do want it, it's a must
open up my chest so you can take my heart gotta have trust
treat it with care and promise to always love it, never just lust
i can get used to this feeling but my day is almost over
say goodbye to love for now until in reality i have it forever
can't find love, and heart to hidden for love to find me
conflicted stance i take with love and what i want it to be
do i only want love right now just cus i'm lonely
or do i truly want love so i can finally see what it does to me
