FaLLeN's blog: "just me"

long ago their was this boy, 2 year later he was given a brother

only for the brother to die 3 days later..

year later, he was given twin sister, and year after that a half brother..

then 2 years later, a dunbass was getting a trailor ready to move in

and was unhooking a stove, while holding a cigarette

the stove blew up, blowing this boy out the front door, into sum trees

not remembering wat happen, except his legs hangin out of the window of the car

on the way to the hospital, where he would leave for aobut a year..

learnin how to walk, talk, and write all over again..

then a few years after that, iwas hit by a truck, while riding his bike..

then when he was 12, his mom took off with a 16 yr old kid

takin him with her..

they want to all different places til she ran out of money in this town in texas.

so she called her mom(his grandma), and the grandma came and got him,

he was traded for a bag of food, and $50..

never to hear from her again, til he was going on 18, and she called only to not remember when or how old he was...

The stars shine bright, light up the night

I hear the pounding, of your heart beating

Your smile shines, brightens my whole day

I wake, to only see your face

your words, cut through me lke an knife

Your eyes, see right through me

My thoughts, are of you

My life is nothing, with out your grace

if your gonna to take the time to look at a pic, y can't you at least rate it

sorry i don't have the looks for you,

sorry for taking up your time by just tryin to talk to you

but then agian, most girls on are here for themselves

they want points, but cant return

you gotta have the looks for them to just be your friend, and if u say anything to them

your hitting on them

you don't have to change ur status when i talk to you, to in a relationship

just say you don't want to be my friend

its not hard

well thats all i have for now. tune in have more later

you make me laugh , when i am down.

you give me company, when their is no one i can turn too.

you are like me, in so many ways..

your my match, my friend, my everything.

you are me.

me in the mirror, lookin back at me

i feel nothing
but sees all
i am lost
but help you find ur way

i am without love
but want love

i stand in the sun
for it only to rain

i am that nothing
thats lost into

The NOTHING

Into the dark grey clouds
Ihe sun spys through

Into the dark black cave
Deep inside your soul
In the dark room
I hear your screams

deep inside your heart
I see your blood
Through your vains
I see ur heart race

Through your eyes
I see your pain

Im behind you
to walk you through your
fears

Call my name
I'll be by yourside

Through all things
Life puts you through


I'll be your
Everything