I don't know if what I say is true.
I can't see a better way to construe.
The endless things caught in my mind
I feel are guiding lights shown to the blind
That was an egotistical thought indeed
It's broke my inside to internally bleed
Wretching rhythms rolling in my loin
Pricking needles throb throughout my groin
They let me know this pain is real
Something I know will never really heal
It'll eat at me core to core day by day
Regardless of what my so called friends do say
"I know what it's like... and I've been there"
Oh then your pain would be exactly where?
Oh your sore back your aching head
You must go now lay in your bed.
Until you feel better and once again do rise
Shrug off the pain and clear the sleep from your eyes
This is not something I get to do
My endless pain is never through
It'll be here until i'm dead and down
Beneath your feet where i'll soon drown
It makes me seem so bitter indeed
Makes me want to see you all bleed
Feel like me and hurt inside
Hate the world run and hide...