I don't know if what I say is true.

I can't see a better way to construe.

The endless things caught in my mind

I feel are guiding lights shown to the blind

That was an egotistical thought indeed

It's broke my inside to internally bleed

Wretching rhythms rolling in my loin

Pricking needles throb throughout my groin

They let me know this pain is real

Something I know will never really heal

It'll eat at me core to core day by day

Regardless of what my so called friends do say

"I know what it's like... and I've been there"

Oh then your pain would be exactly where?

Oh your sore back your aching head

You must go now lay in your bed.

Until you feel better and once again do rise

Shrug off the pain and clear the sleep from your eyes

This is not something I get to do

My endless pain is never through

It'll be here until i'm dead and down

Beneath your feet where i'll soon drown

It makes me seem so bitter indeed

Makes me want to see you all bleed

Feel like me and hurt inside

Hate the world run and hide...